...there is none like you...

i've got something to share

2009-12-09T17:45:00.006+08:00

ok here is the dark grey v-neck long sleeve that i just bought! guess how much? highlight the words after this sentence and u will know... $21.50. effin cheap rite? i know i know. haha. i shall story tell what happened.

so i was shopping for joey's present, so i bought the things for him already, so i went pass bossini, so i saw purple polo tee that was on sale for only $15, so i went around to see if there is other things that i want, so i actually wanted to buy the purple polo tee, so i saw this v-neck which was priced at $43, so i thought it was already very affordable, so i picked this instead of the purple polo tee, so i already wanted to pay the full price, so the cashier told me there is 50% discount, so i bought it at half price, so i was happy that i got what i wanted! weee. how nice rite:)

this really make my day u know. i know it might seem dumb to u, but it is really happy to get something u really want at such a low price. have been finding something like that for so long, found alot of nice ones but they are like priced at 70+ 80+? mad dogs only will buy them la. haha. anyway below are photos of this v-neck from other angles in case u hate my effin face. LOL.

LOL and let me storytell another matter about what happened at bossini: side story:) when i was choosing the clothes so this salesgirl was busy arranging clothes. then i kept asking her about getting me the S sizes and stuff. then she keep looking at me, like walao. so i bought this v-neck and i see if i still can get any cheap stuff or not, then i asked her about pants which was sold at $29.00. she says that is girl's cutting. LOL. then she damn lame suddenly talked to me.

Salesgirl: are u Singaporean?
Me: err...ya? why?
Salesgirl: then why are u shopping alone?
Me: erm oh i was waiting for a friend so i came in and shop.
Salesgirl: girlfriend ah? sure one la. haha
Me: erm no *laughing away* (thinking to myself when did i have a gf?-.-)
Salesgirl: aiya u want pants why not go to bugis street and buy?
Me: i don't like the quality there. their pants are like thin u noe. like going to tear apart soon.
Salesgirl: eh u are in Singapore leh, u want to wear so thick for what?
Me: aiya no la not that i want it thick la i just want good quality. i bought a pants before in Jean Perrie though it cost a lot but the colour, cutting and quality are all there.
Salesgirl: haha ok la i know u rich la.
Me: ok la whatever la i gotta go. bye:) nice talking to u.

after the whole thing i could only LOL damn hard. maybe this is the 1st time i encounter a salegirl that have friendly convo with thier customer, at least in Singapore. and she looks like she is around my age. i ain't sure what she was trying to hit though, if the target was me i really LOL loud and hard lo pls-.- ok she looks ok but i definitely don't try hard to talk to someone or consider anyone if i am not familiar with them. LOL.

ok this is about it. i want to share this blessing with u guys because i want u all to have a grab at bossini too! i asked and they say the offer will be around 1 month. while stocks last, u know XD.

ciao.i talked alot of crap today, i know. really gtg. see u folks!

Bella Sera

2009-12-09T17:22:00.004+08:00

sorry for the late update. i am supposed to have update on this on monday.

actually i don't have much to say about prom. it was photos, photos, photos all the way. we will talk about food later. let's talk about friends 1st. friends come and go, but some are worthy to be remembered a lifetime. i will never forget that few, u guys know who u are (but that is as if u read my recently revived blog la.LOL). finally it's the end of 2 years and being frank. OUR CLASS SUX. i am not trying to bad-mouth or whatever, after all, it's already the end of 2 years, no point keeping this kinda thing inside u know. yes our class sux, cox we don't have class spirit. i see the bondage between us guys, but the rest. i just have a line: WHAT A PITY. whatever la. the 18 malaysians that i know, u guys will be remembered. rest assured:) it was fun knowing u guys for 6 years of my life though i only managed to enjoy 5 years of fun with u guys in hostel:( ok let's stop before we get emotional.

talking about prom, it was just about taking photos.seriously. anyone that is familiar, "hey let's have a shot together:)" LOL. the food sux totally, except for the 1st dish. man, u guys should hear me 1st. i actually had an 8-course dinner the night before, which was Sunday night with my mum's cg members and Aunt Cicao and Unc Tim Kee who both came down from UK. the food wasn't really fabulous, but compared what we had at Swizzotel for prom. omg i don't wanna mention it again. Aunt Cicao and Unc Tim Kee are flying back to London today. man, it's been 6 years since i last saw them. ahhh i miss Joel and Rebekah u know. well who knows actually:(

going off soon to custom to get to Joey's house. again, it's party time tonight babeh! i gonna meet Eric again. i really miss him. i am not gay i mention 1st. i really miss him cox he is my longest-knowing fren. and one of my best budds too. well i can meet him again in just hours:) wee.

tomorrow is my undang test and yet i haven't studied. how do i have the time to do so? tonight i have to party u know! whatever i gonna own the test i tell you. it's easy and cheap. ahah. maybe i am over-confident but whatever. it's gonna be easy peasy lemon squeezy:p

this will be the last day i get to have internet access i think. i will be very busy with preparation for my coming mission trip from 13-20 dec.i will have updates about the mission trip la, don't worry:) sooo....see u guys!

Quey Sera Sera, whatever will be, will be,
the future's not us to see,
Quey Sera Sera, what will be, will be...

revived.

2009-12-07T02:39:00.002+08:00

its almost 3am and i suddenly feel like today is the day to revive my blog. whatever.

so many stuff happened this 2-3 months that i haven't been updating on but what the heck, i am not gonna update about them.

exams are over, holidays have just started, yet i feel like i have played quite enough. u know why? cox its ass boring just staying in jb and sg. what's new out there? gosh it's just new malls and new malls around. what u can do is just sing K, play pool, chill at a bar. what else? i want good themeparks rides. owh come on i love adventerous rides. bring it on! damn the Universal Studio's rides at the IR that is coming up will cost over S$100, for fcuk's sake who will want to pay that money?

ok la i know i keep complaining la :p

new moon sux did y'all know? forget about watching that movie. noob like some ass. R.Patt isn't hot at all i can't understand why it's a chick flick and that girls can go crazy after him. it would be more reasonable if Taylor is the one the chicks are after.

ok la i know am a complain king la. fine?! :D

prom is tomorrow but i am not exactly excited cox i spoiled my own hair colour. damn beng-ish. whatever.

laughter is the best medicine to most cure, but not to all.

2009-09-25T18:07:00.008+08:00

it has been also a month since i blogged, just 1 day away from the full month.

since today is the end of weekdays and start of the weekend, i was bored at home. and so i went through some commercials and vids on youtube.

man just love laughing. tell me which day you don't laugh, probably there is, that's when something really bad happened before that and it affects your mood for that period of time. apart from that, we laugh almost every single day.

a smile is the indicator of a polite gesture; a laughter is the indicator of an enjoying moment:)

okok i will let the videos do the talking...i know there is lots of them, browse them whenever you want to view them.

haha i have seen this before. but its too funny for me not to watch it again!

seen this on vincent's blog before!its funny enough for me to post it again.haha.

i realized, there are nice condom commercials but we dont get to see them on tv for dunnowhatreasons. probably most of it are banned, like duh. XD

haha.bubble gum?

it's always good not to jump straight into conclusion. that can save you or, if not, other people, a lot of trouble. but having said that, if u misjudge under circustances like this, it might really be forgivable, especially when its really right in front of your eyes XDXD

ewww

bored of the commercials?some vids.i always choose the funnier ones, no doubt=)

i ain't sure if the 1st one really was durex. anyway this is really lunatic. i mean the condom, not the guy. i have heard of how much a condom can be stretched, like enough to fill up 1 litre of water? but not till i have seen this...wow!

you know, there is this saying, "leave the best to the end." quite true, because it will make a sweet ending.this is it and that's all folks!

i know i am a lil lunatic to just take the time to post so many videos.haha.

idling.

2009-08-26T18:18:00.003+08:00

yeap i survived the 21 days of blog-fasting=) that's the reason why the main page always freezes at the same spot.

anyway, i am so freaking lazy to do any shit to this blog now.no mood and no time cox gotta mug all the way.that said, goodbye to blogging for this 3 months and hello to my new mugging world.crapp.

-A levels is in 2 and a half months time.com'on man-

nah unless i really feel like it, if not this post will be the 1st post on my blog page for a LONG LONG time....

God help me, i know you know better than anybody how to.

ciao

2009-07-28T22:08:00.003+08:00

[ I would rather live my life as if there is a God and die to find out there isn't, than live my life as if there is no God and die to find out there is.]

-Albert Camus-

SCREAM!!

2009-07-27T01:11:00.004+08:00

The day your door is closed
The echoes fill your soul
They won't say which way to go
Just trust your heart
To find what you're here for
Open another door
But I'm not sure anymore
It's just so hard

Voices in my head, tell me they know best
Got me on the edge, they're pushin' pushin‘, they're pushin'
I know they've got a plan, but the balls in my hand
This time it's man to man, I'm droppin', fightin', it's time too!
Whole worlds upside-down, it's spinning faster
What do I do now? Cause I choke,

I don't know where to go what's the right team
I want my own thing, so bad I'm gonna scream!
I can't choose, so confused, what's it all mean?
I want my own dream, so bad I'm gonna scream!

I'm kickin' down the walls, I gotta make them fall
Just break through them all, I'm pushin', crushin' I'm gonna
Fight to find myself, me and no one else
Which way I can tell, I'm searchin, searchin', can't find a
Road that I should take, I should, tomorrow left us
Like nothing works without you

I don't know where to go what's the right team
I want my own thing, so bad I'm gonna scream!
I can't choose, so confused, what's it all mean?
I want my own dream, so bad I'm gonna scream!

Get the clocks , roll it down
Here they crowd, get loud
I can shoot by the sound
Is it her?
Is it love?
Can the music ever be enough?
Gotta work it out, gonna work it out
You can do it, you can do it!

I don't know where to go what's the right team
I want my own thing, so bad I'm gonna scream!
I can't choose, so confused, what's it all mean?
I want my own dream, so bad I'm gonna scream!

I don't know where to go what's the right team
I want my own thing, I want my own thing
I can't choose, so confused, what's it all mean?
I want my own dream, so bad I'm gonna scream!

Oh, AAAAHHHHHHHH!

2 stayovers.

2009-07-26T13:55:00.008+08:00

havent been blogging,so i shall update about the 2 stayovers i had...

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Last Sat, 19/07/2009
It was Willy's bdae and so the P7 gang, me and joey went to charles' place for the stayover.before that, after cg time we had a nice sweaty soccer game at the church field.i havent touch the soccer ball for a year and was amazed with the 2 goals i scored.woohoo.and then went to jusco's secret recipe to buy 11 individual cheese cakes.we planned to put the 11 together to make the cake look like it has got 11 different flavours,in the end only 9 fitted in.bought the cakes and went to his house.

Willy was still at work and so the gang, as usual, dota-ed on one single com and the others just squeeze around and watch.the wait was quite long,but finally he came back.he din't expect us to be around for his birthday as the celebration was meant to be a suprise.the shoes were all hid in the cupboard and all of us hid behind the door.finally he came in and there we caught him so memalu *shy shy* as our presence was a big suprise to him.man somebody should have took pic of how we finished up the cakes,we were like cavemen.the cakes were all squashed around and they just look unedible when actually they taste real nice.haha.ok AS USUAL again,all of us went dota-ing at some CC.

on our way there we experienced this scary incident.charles was driving at a reasonable speed of 90km/h on the highway but suddenly we felt this hard bang on the back of the car, the car skidded around the direction of 10-11clock.man at that moment, all of us in the car, our eyes opened big and mouths opened wide.luckily charles was quick enough to react and turned the steering back.obviously, the guy hit and ran.by the way he was driving we were guessing he was drunk-driving that's why.scary scary...and we wer there at the CC.so me who is not that into dota only played the last game.it was 4pm by the time we realized.

went back and guessed what?we still did not want to sleep!as they agreed earlier to swim,we all have no choice but to follow since we already agreed.swam not even 15 mins and the guards came cox we were a bunch of noisy fellas.and by right,we are not allowed to swim at that hour.DUH!but the guard went off,and we continued with our fun.and the smart me suggested to play water polo!wooh.funfun.seriously.3 others went up and how not fun can it be when 8 lively young man playing water polo in a pool at the wee hours?!we were playing like nobody's business,like as if people don't need to sleep.haha.and ooh sexy,we got to see each other's macho body.hahaz!fun times~ swam till 6 and we were dead tired.went up and i straightaway find myself a couch and slept half-naked.too tired to move a muscle.

and yeah the next day we were late for church service.i know we are a bunch of bad kids.uh huh -_- though i have stayedover at charles' place for many times, seriously lose count,but that was one of my greatest stayover ever.nice experience dudes!

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Sat, 26/07/2009
rushed in from JB after teenz for Jing Yu's bdae.it's at The Chevrons in Jurong East which is quite near my house!i walked from the JE MRT though,cox i din't know the exact place.now i know.haha.ok when i reached there and there wasn't much food left.ah...expected-.- but nvm no one goes to parties just for the food ya,it's the fun of getting together.so there were alex's frens,and the other group was my classmates.ah random fooling around in the room,not playing anything cox they have already got bored with the games since i was late and some went home already=.= oh the cake was not bad,its my fav white choc=)

ah the fun came when many left and the few of us went to the bar in that chalet.wooh.people were singing,people were playing pool=) i just can recall myself singing a few songs,which i think i suck cox i haven't open my voice,and playing a few games of pool with Jing Yu's tenant.ah like how we see on tv when people lose a game then drink a cup of beer,ah that happened.mm cool i am ok with drinking,since i have my mum's genes who is a Beer Queen.(i have her genes of damn good at eating hot stuff too) i nearly awarded him the Dragon Ball 七龙珠 for the 1st game when i missed the aim on the black ball.how shit when i lost in the end cox my black ball was in a REALLY sucky position.crap ass.in the end i lose 2 won 1.ok that was 2 big cups.whatever.just counting,i drank 2 big cups + 1 can of carlsberg earlier on.sweat.i am neutral to beer,can really drink but just don't really like that nasty taste.anyway i know i won't get drunk.hahaz.i seldom drink too so its ok for this once-in-a-while experience.

went back the chalet to sleep and the adults really damn energetic though some guy have already got drunk.they still had the energy to play mahjong!madness.couldn't sleep for a while cox of the noise and the snore,but then when i really did,by the time i woke up it was already 11.30.man.we packed,ate lunch and left.so here i am now recalling the experiences...

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shit la my pool standard dropped after touching it for 2 weeks.crapp.i need to play with alex again someday.

so damn sien of typing liao.tired.gotta study now.tata!

Tagged

2009-07-13T20:47:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Isabell aka PARIA.

10 HABITS THAT I HAVE
-sing to whatever songs the second i hear them.man its a bad habit if i turn on iTunes while studying.
- laugh exhiliratingly at the joked cracked anywhere anytime.sweat.
- answer back teacher with some spastic/sarcastic replies.
- can't stand a meal without vegetables.ke kiang also must have a bit,cucumbers are the bare minimum.
- attracted to clothing shops and have the feeling of buying the clothes,in the end won't.
- scratch out the blackheads on my nose.
- look at myself closely through mirrors or reflections, even if its in a public place-.-
- not looking to the left or right of the people i am walking past.
- many times in the dilemma of choosing clothes to wear out,have to fold them back after that=.=
- envious towards guys that are taller than me whenever i see one.
- has the urge to play pool ALMOST all the time=)

anyone wants to do this can do lah,but not much ppl who visits my blog blogs,so i don't think will have response.haha.

Hillsong-Blessed

2009-07-08T02:05:00.003+08:00

Verse:
Blessed are those who dwell in Your house
They are ever praising You
Blessed are those whose strength is in You
Whose hearts are set on our God

Pre-Chorus:
We will go from strength to strength
Until we see You face to face

Chorus:
Hear our prayer
Oh Lord, God almighty
Come bless our land
As we seek You
Worship You

Bridge:
For You are holy
For You are holy
For You are holy, Lord

blessed~

2009-07-06T20:21:00.007+08:00

blessed.yes i am.i have always felt so.but not till this kind of feeling faded when i start to take it for granted.

why i am blessed.
- i am blessed though i whine about my poor results, but because through this i know how smart and awesome my FATHER in heaven is.
- i am blessed though i swear at times, but that shows how much imperfect i am while i have a GOD that is perfect.
- i am blessed though i can get impatient when talking to some people, but that shows much more patient Jesus is.

YES.i am blessed and should not take all this for granted.

i am also blessed cox i was just mentioning about a shirt i like when was shopping yesterday.and guessed what?parents bought it for me.woaw.its a TopMen shirt costing...the value is not important=) its the thought.i was just mentioning and not insistent in buying it.mum says, "u like it so much then buy lo, since u don't have much shirts." i mean woaw.from here i see how much they dear me.wait.no.not through material means,but how much they care about my thoughts.i am never spoilt.at times i don't get the things i want,but i know,at the very least,my words are heard,my thoughts are understood.

INDEED.i am very very blessed.i should take this as a real reminder to myself.

i have once forgotten how much blessed i am.i should always know that i am blessed.

people,
"dear your parents more than they dear you
do not have the thought of <3ing color="#66ffff">that's selfish."

give thanks to God for everything,hold a thankful heart living each and everyday because its already a blessing that we still can live one more day on Earth,because of Him...

life.GOD.life

2009-07-06T02:25:00.006+08:00

many experience sweet moments with people they treasure in their life, yet many troubles over tribulations in life too. so let's have a re-examine...oh no.not a re-examine but a reminder about what life is.

life.
what is life?
who can give the full explanation of what life is?
and who determines who explains it?

life.
life is like a bottle, water is added in so that the bottle has its uses, if not its a worthless bottle, worthless life.
life is like a game, where we find enjoyment in certain things we do and we feel all the pleasantness.
life is like a dartboard, we are like the darts that always take aim at the bulls eye to get to the core of life.
life is like an onion, some people's life is such a wonderful testimony to others at the end of the day, but the process of going through it can be tearful, just like cutting an onion.

so what is life actually?all the above are just some lousy illustrations,or maybe there are a few good ones.but...

life in real is about GOD.
GOD is life, GOD is love, God is GOD.

i don't say GOD for no reason.but...

GOD was the one who created heaven and earth and breathe life into us.
before we are humans, we were sand.
before we are something, we were nothing.
GOD made us into something, something so special in His image.
GOD gave us life, and yet He sacrificed his life on the cross for our sins, and He came alive after 3 days.
and..GOD wants us to live a life like Him as possible as we can when we are on Earth.

people you see, everything about life revolves around GOD.John 3:16 says,"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten son and whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have?eternal life!" the number of times the word life appear in the Bible is just uncountable. therefore i say:

GOD is the ultimate answer towards what life is.

you have always known this answer don't you? just that you have not reminded yourselves about it >_<

2:19 and missin' pool

2009-07-02T02:19:00.004+08:00

With one eye on the clock
And one on the phone
It's 5:19
I'm feeling alone
If I could talk to you
I want you to know
I'm holding loose
But ain't letting go~

it's 5:19.no it it's 2:19, and i am still up.gosh i am having chem paper tomorrow.past papers suck ballz.i know its crude language.i can't give a whole lot of damn.

i missed playing pool.missed it so much.my hands are itchy now gosh!it's been a month,i scared i dropped standard man.one day alex have to acc me to play.after BT2.

man my hands are real itchy.ahh...freak.

what if i leave, and u are wrong?

2009-06-28T18:42:00.003+08:00

[hi.I am Optimus Prime.]

hair cut + skul&exams are starting tomorrow.
enough to describe how i feel now.

moments of brilliance

2009-06-26T03:33:00.007+08:00

life's a biatch,life's a jerk.
i don't know how to start and i don't know the real work.

commands, discontentments, complains,
which one have i not heard about.
consulatations, discipline, commitments,
are the ones i need to workout.

man! how i wish i am a bird, flying back to where i was standing here.
oh~no.i want it to stop right here.
no~no.i want it to end right here, right here.

"freak! just get me out of this hell",
how much i wish i could yell,
yell so loudly across the green patches
so i could open up and see the brilliant touches.
brilliant touches of God, oh how brilliant.

GOD I LOVE U AND I NEED U

He created us in his image, in his own kind,
His touches were so gracefully, amazingly fine.
He created U,
He created ME,
He created U & ME.

if only i was smarter than Einstein,
that i would have worked things out earlier,
if only i could be hardworkingly blind,
then i wouldn't have let myself fall into this shithole danger.
if only...
if...

life's a biatch,life's a jerk.
i don't know how to end and i don't know the real work.

what is <3?

2009-06-25T01:30:00.010+08:00

What is love?

Is it a feeling or an emotion.
No, it is more, it is a feel of security,
One that will last forever, 24/7 in motion.

For some love is earned,
For others it falls naturally upon them, a hard truth to learn.

Love is something that if given time and a little hope can last through the ages.
Love is something that you feel for a person, a person worth the battle of wages.

I believe that if given time everyone can find their only one.
I know I have one.

.GOD.

originally by *** (tak tau siapa)
minor editing by -rEuBeN- xoxo

---You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.--- *wink wink*

Count The Number...

2009-06-24T21:29:00.010+08:00

peeps,try counting the number of people in this animated pic below...=)

the answer is 0 people.

they are all stickman bodoh!

but the number of stickmans are 13.wahaha.

cold "blonde" jokes if u are real bored~

2009-06-24T19:32:00.007+08:00

-Smart Married Blonde-(smart==)
There was a married blonde who was very concerned about her stupidity to her husband, so she decides to make it up to him by painting the house while he’s at work.

When her husband came home, the house was suspiciously green and smelled like paint, so he went to her wife to see what’s going on. When he went in the bedroom, she was still painting while she was wearing a ski jacket over a leather jacket.

The husband said, “Darling, so sweet of you! I like what you did to the house, but why are you wearing a ski jacket over a leather jacket?”

The blonde responds, “When I was reading the instructions on the can, it said ‘FOR BEST RESULTS, USE TWO COATS!’”

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-New Sports Car-(another smart one ==)
A blonde has just gotten a new sports car. She cuts out in front of a semi, and almost causes it to drive over a cliff. The driver furiously motions for her to pull over, and she does. The driver gets out and draws a circle and tells her to stand in it.

Then he gets out his knife and cuts up her leather seats.He turns around and sees she’s smiling.
So he goes to his truck, takes out a baseball bat, and starts busting her windows and beating her car.He looks back to see that she’s laughing. He’s really mad now, so he takes his knife and slices her tires.He turns around and she’s laughing so hard, she’s about to fall down.

He demands, “What’s so funny?”
She says, “Every time you weren’t looking, I stepped out of the circle!”

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-Game Of Intelligence-(this is when the blonde is reli smart xoxo)
There was a blonde who found herself sitting next to a lawyer on an airplane. The lawyer just kept bugging the blonde wanting her to play a game of intelligence. Finally, the lawyer offered her 10 to 1 odds, and said every time the blonde could not answer one of his questions, she owed him $5, but every time he could not answer hers, he’d give her $50.00. The lawyer figured he could not lose, and the blonde reluctantly accepted.

The lawyer first asked, “What is the distance between the Earth and the nearest star?” Without saying a word the blonde handed him $5.

Then the blonde asked, “What goes up a hill with 3 legs and comes back down the hill with 4 legs?” Well, the lawyer looked puzzled. He took several hours, looking up everything he could on his laptop and even placing numerous air-to-ground phone calls trying to find the answer. Finally, angry and frustrated, he gave up and paid the blonde $50.00.

The blonde put the $50 into her purse without comment, but the lawyer insisted, “What is the answer to your question?” Without saying a word, the blonde handed him $5.

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-Blonde Contest-
A group of blondes were willing to prove that not all blondes were dumb. They established a judges panel of people to ask the questions.

On the day of the judging the people started off by asking, “What is 59 + 2?”
The first blonde contestant responded by saying, “57?”
The rest of the blondes said, “Give her another chance, give her another chance!”

Then they asked, “What is 15 - 5?”
The blonde responded, “20, right?”
Once again the rest of the contestants screamed, “Give her another chance, give her another chance!”

The judges decided to go easier on her and asked, “What is 1 + 2?”
“3?” said the blonde.
The rest of the blondes said, “Give her another chance, give her another chance!”

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-Ice Fishing- (LOLS!!!)
A blonde who got a fishing rod for her birthday decided to go ice fishing to make good use of her gift. Early the next morning, she got all her gear together and headed out to the ice.
When she reached her final destination, she cut a large hole in the ice and dipped the rod in. Then suddenly she heard a voice that said: “There are no fish in there”.

So she moves to another spot and cuts another hole, but then the same voice spoke again and told her there were no fish in there.

So she moves again, and the voice tells her there are no fish in there. So she looks up and sees an irritated man staring down at her.
“How do you know there are no fish there?” asks the blonde.

So the man cooly says “Well first of all, this is a hockey rink, and second of all, you’re going to have to pay for those holes.”

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-Blonde Patient In Pain- (nice one)
A girl says to her doctor, "You have to help me. I hurt all over."
She touches her right knee with her index finger and says, "Ow! That hurts."
She touches her left cheek with her index finger and says, "Ouch! That hurts, too."
She touches her right earlobe with her index finger and says, "Ow! Even that hurts."
The doctor says, "Are you a natural blonde?"
She replied, "Yes."
The doctor says, "You have a sprained finger."

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-Nude Painting-
Wanting a portrait with which to surprise his wife, a businessman asked a blonde female painter he’d been recommended to paint him in the nude.
"No," the talented blonde artist said. "I don”t do that sort of thing."
"But what if I double your fee?" he pleaded.
"Nope, sorry. Won’t do it."
"How about I give you five times what you normally get?”
"Oh, okay then," said the artist, "but I’m keeping my socks on. I need a place to put my brushes."

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-Exposed Breast- (ok this is real funny.hahax)
A blonde is walking down the street with her blouse open, exposing one of her breasts. A nearby policeman approaches her and remarks,

"Ma’am, are you aware that I could cite you for indecent exposure?"
"Why, officer?" asks the blonde.
"Because your blouse is open and your breast is exposed."
"Oh my goodness," exclaims the blonde, "I must have left my baby on the bus!"

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-No Exit- (oOo oOo)
An airline captain was breaking in a very pretty new blonde stewardess; the route they were flying had a stay-over in another city. Upon their arrival the captain showed the stewardess the best place for airline personnel to eat, shop and stay overnight.

The next morning as the pilot was preparing the crew for the day’s route, he noticed the new stewardess was missing. He knew which room she was in at the hotel and called her up, wondering what happened to her.She answered the phone, crying, and said she couldn’t get out of her room.

"You can’t get out of your room?" the captain asked, "Why not?"
The stewardess replied: "There are only three doors in here," she sobbed, "one is the bathroom, one is the closet, and one has a sign on it that says 'Do Not Disturb'!"

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-Blonde On Blonde- (double blonde...this is cute~)
A blonde woman was speeding down the road in her little red sports car and was pulled over by a woman police officer, who was also a blonde.The cop asked to see the blonde’s driver’s license. She dug through her purse and was getting progressively more agitated.

"What does it look like?" she finally asked.
The policewoman replied, "It’s square and it has your picture on it."
The driver finally found a square mirror, looked at it and handed it to the policewoman.
"Here it is," she said.
The blonde officer looked at the mirror, then handed it back saying, "Okay, you can go. I didn’t realize you were a cop."

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-51 Days- (gosh this is cold==)
A bartender is sitting behind the bar on a typical day, when the door bursts open and in come four exuberant blondes. They come up to th bar, order five bottles of champagne and ten glasses, take their order over and sit down at a large table. The corks are popped, the glasses are filled and they begin toasting and chanting, "51 days, 51 days, 51 days!" Soon, three more blondes arrive, take up their drinks and the chanting grows. "51 days, 51 days, 51 days!" Two more blondes show up and soon their voices are joined in raising the roof. "51 days, 51 days, 51 days!" Finally, the tenth blonde comes in with a picture under her arm. She walks over to the table, sets the picture in the middle and the table erupts. Up jumps the others, they begin dancing around the table, exchanging high-fives, all the while chanting "51 days, 51 days, 51 days!"

The bartender can’t contain his curiosity any longer, so he walks over to the table. There in the center is a beautifully framed child’s puzzle of the Cookie Monster. When the frenzy dies down a little bit, the bartender asks one of the blondes, "What’s all the chanting and celebration about?"

The blonde who brought in the picture pipes in, "Everyone thinks that blondes are dumb and they make fun of us. So, we decided to set the record straight.Ten of us got together, bought that puzzle and put it together. . .the side of the box said 2-4 years, but we put it together in 51 days!"

ill-treatment can be fun?!

2009-06-24T00:28:00.002+08:00

had a hard bite on my own tongue while doing chin-ups in the evening.ass.was counting to my 8th and my chin went too high up till when i came down i knocked on the bar.tada!started bleeding moments after that and blood was reli pouring out.gosh.100% tardness.

a pain in the ass.

huh.so wondering what's the link of this title with what i wanna say?no link.nah i am not ill-treating myself by biting my own tongue.LOLS.who does(that's sick).its about the vid below!

ok here's the vid found through blog-hopping, youtube link.take some minutes to entertain urself with the stupidity of what a father can do to his own child.the more amuzing thing is that his kids finds pleasure in them.now this is bizarre.

mmm might be time wasting~but dun kill me after watching cox its total rubbish acts.i wouldn't wish to be his kid.serious.

anyways presenting to you, "Happy Father's Day from the Shay-TARDS!"

for fascination, for laughs.

2009-06-23T18:30:00.003+08:00

watch this 1st, for fascination...

fascinated by her amazing angel-like voice?
now watch this, for laughs...

=) dun ask me why it's so stupid xoxo

ciaoz.

raising white flag xoxo

2009-06-23T16:24:00.002+08:00

i finally admit defeat.

it was 1.17.

there was no way i could overcome my body any longer.my mind wasnt tired but my eyes were so hot and sore till i reli had to close it and just within minutes i have slept for 3.30hours.

it is not that lot also!i still need sleep!

ok.now will get a reli late light lunch outside=)

saw this rather lame stuff while blog-hopping, here it goes:

-Boyle's law is only true for ideal gases.However,ideal gases do not exist in reality.Therefore, Boyle's law does not exist.-

-.-.-.- oOo oOo not lame ah...

random.

outrageous.

2009-06-23T12:30:00.003+08:00

its so amazing how i can stay up that i dun need sleep.din not sleep from last nite till now and i am still on.i am not reli tired mentally, but eyes feeling a lil hot so i noe my eyes reli wanna close liao.but i am trying to see how long i can sustain.

the more out-of-mind thing was that i went for a short swim just now just to maintain my swimming stamina and chest muscles.i felt a lil tired but reli wanted to swim, and the weather was so hot so the temptation to jump into the cooling pool was really great.so i went for it.and guess wad.after just 3 laps i already took a break.the moment i jumped into the pool i knew i couldn't hold on for too long cox my breathe was out, and legs din't feel like moving at all.gosh how crazy am i.anyway i hit the target i wanted.short 15laps.though with breaks.anyway the sun was reli freaking hot.i am already tan enough so din wanted to get any tanner.

how more outrageous can i be?i wonder.still holding on...

now its back my small little room and study?probably.
heck if i am tired i just wanna study...
let's see how long it takes before i collapse...

outrageous.damn.

-Only One-

2009-06-23T00:39:00.007+08:00

Only One by Yellowcard

took this version of liv vid instead of others because this arrangement is the best.and the version in Philadelphia sux because Ryan smashed the guitar in the end.that was total a**hole.they dun respect music at all.anyway this vid is a greater version so enjoy his singing dudes=)

---Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go,SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT! and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)

I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT! and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly
leave a note for you my only one
And I know, you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find some one

Here I go, SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT! and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one...no one like you
You are my only my only one
My only one(x3)
You are my only my only one!---

~bo liao~

2009-06-19T02:10:00.011+08:00

i was so bo liao that i camwhore-d.

was taken 2 nitez ago.

weird take 1: pinch hair

weird take 2:pinch hair not enough now must grab hair.blurblur?

weird take 3: acting spastic.

haha ok this was spastic with the spoon on.had coffee through the nite but din take a pic of the coffee.forgot la=\

too many GL pose liao.so now the normal take.1 nia.too lame la act normal.

revision work.boredom.

going crazy studying?==

sleepy head liao.cox of all the work.aiyo.

sien.sien..sien...!

life's boring,
life's a bitch.

2009-06-18T13:43:00.001+08:00

i am going to become a boring creature.

venting

2009-06-18T12:39:00.004+08:00

freak la.just feel like going to somewhere wide and shout and swear all i want.freaking hell.damn it. knn@#&@(*$&*(@$

don't tell me God is here.i know it.but so what.i can't see Him.i can't touch Him.i can't feel Him.

damn.

wtf am i doing in this world.it's freaking stressful.f-this damn life.argh.

**************

life's boring.

2009-06-18T12:33:00.003+08:00

freak la.my arms are so freaking painful.damn it.but i not gonna care cox i will just continue swimming.

yeah indeed.life's boring.

suddenly realized blogging is damn boring too.why am i talking to a comp that can't respond?wtf.

what am i doing here anyway. !@&(*$&%

talking to humans are still much much more real.wthwtswtf.

i think i am going crazy with the amount of stress.freaking life.damn it a**hole.

heh.

2009-06-17T19:55:00.004+08:00

heh.

i din't complete 35laps.

good thing?
yes.heh.

cox i did 20 breaststroke + alternate forward crawl/breaststroke for remaining 10.wanted to complete another 5 but no time liao cox rayson wanna return home liao.anyway my muscles are tired.wasn't reli panting but my arm are uber tired!that's why i need to swim forward crawl more.to train my arms.

this feeling is good =D

Feelin' Good by Michael Buble
:Birds flying high You know how I feel
Sun in the sky You know how I feel
Breeze driftin' on by You know how I feel
It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good:

heh.

:bored:

2009-06-17T17:53:00.003+08:00

yeah i am bored.
but i dun feel like typing long posts like updating about my teenz camp experience.

have been swimming everyday since i came back from camp.gonna swim today too!purposely choose to swim from 6-7.30pm cox i duwan to get tanned!

saya hitam cukup la.
sekarang macam orang melayu
tak mau jadi orang India/Bangla
XD

k la off to my good evening swim!aiming for 35laps non-stop breast-stroke!i can do it!

ciao.

for u

2009-06-15T14:20:00.004+08:00

jie this is for u.

though i might not know what happened btwn u and ur parents, but i know u are strong enough to get through whatever comes ur way.going to somewhere far away to study alone is already something very challenging indeed,so i am sure u can still hang on there and go through every problems u are facing.

for every challenge is a mountain,
once u climb over it u are on another brand new experience;
for every problem is a crossover,
once you get through it u are one step ahead and closer towards ur goal.

crying is a way to release ur stress,a really good way to express ur emotions.so do not fear crying.let it out!and after shedding tears,that's when u do something about whatever problems.that's when u conquer every obstacles ahead of u^^

here's 2 songs dedicated to u.:The Climb: by Miley Cyrus and :No Boundaries: by Kris Allen.

:The Climb:
There's always gonna be another mountain
I 'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what is waiting on the other side
It's the climb

:No Boundaries:
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breath is harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
So when you think the road is going nowhere
So when u almost gave up on your dreams
They'll take you by their hands
And show you that you can
There're no boundaries
There're no boundaries

found the live version for this!sound abit blur la==

smile when it's over=)

back

2009-06-15T14:14:00.005+08:00

yeap i am back from Teenz Camp 09 "Entheos".no time to update it now will talk about my story some other time.mugging for upcoming blocks that is in 2 weeks time.shit man i havent freaking start studying much though studied hard.idiot.

Teenz Camp 2009!

2009-06-10T04:18:00.004+08:00

2 more hours to go and its teenz camp 2009!

gotta reach church at 6+am for the bus ride up to Port Dickson.again.dunno how many times also Port Dickson liao lo.

not actually reli that excited cox i am so tied up with schoolwork.gotta mug for blocks.heart totally with studies only.but still i havent exactly mug anything too!argh.what i hope in this camp is a renewed heart and corrected attitude towards God.only HE can save me and help me in my exams.

"LORD I NEED YOU... "

will blog about it when i am back=)

items from GSS

2009-06-10T03:15:00.017+08:00

today i am staying up all the way till church camp.its so amazing how i could take a nap from 4pm till 10pm.like wOAw.crazy long nap.anyway thanks to that i am so 精神!like so energetic cant sleep at all.
....

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since so free,so took pics of the clothes i bought from GSS=)

the purple tee i have been talking about.

the black jeans that i wanted for so long.<3> this the most.but i think i bought one size bigger.shit.

*my waist is too small!* girls dun jealous.haha

oh and the cool white belt!^^

another white shoe.all 3 of my shoes are white.i buy this cox my everlast is not-lasting enough.about to rosak liao.

and...

yeah this is cam-whore thing is gay but nice pic rite!3 of us bought the same polo tee.hee.

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this was added to the collection only yesterday.my current white flipflop also botak liao.so here's a red flipflop=)

No Boundaries.

2009-06-09T02:27:00.008+08:00

singer: Adam Lambert, Kris Allen
songwriter: Kara Dioguardi

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever When you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason To fight and never walk away

So here I am still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe is harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
So when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They'll take it by their hand And show you that you can
There're no boundaries
There're no boundaries

I fought till the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
I don't know where the future's heading Nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I always arise
I always arise

So here I am still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe is harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
So when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They'll take it by their hand And show you that you can

You can go higher You can go deeper
There are no boundaries Above and beneath you
B-reak every rule coz there's nothing between you and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe is harder to believe Yeah~
There're no boundaries
There're no boundaries

With very step you climb another mountain
Every breathe is harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain Weather the hurricanes
There're no boundaries
There're no boundaries
There're no boundaries

famine story time..

2009-06-08T23:58:00.011+08:00

mmm famine camp.haha.

ok we are grouped by families of different countries and i am in the Raju family of Sri Lanka.nah not gonna say "Raju" rox or something== unless its "Raja" then maybe.haha cox Raja = King in malay-.-' cold sia.whatever.anyway Raju.basically had really full lunch with a bunch of frens before the camp (duh! cox we gonna fast for the next 30 hours!) and went to the hall and its really amazing to see 800+ other campers,mostly students from jc/poly/uni,that is in the same hall as me!sat with frens,as usual,since most people around are strangers except for some frens i know from HC that are also campers.its really exciting to know the fact that 800+ other campers also have the same vision as u to fast for the poor/needy, and we are all going through this shit together.

as usual the typical intro speech,only thing special is that 张惠妹appeared!she is the ambassador for wOrLd vIsIoN.yeah actually she is just another star but yeah she is one damn good and damn popular one!haha.so its different.and when we went out after the official sounding of the siren,i went to the crowd where SHE was, and i was like inches close to her.gosh cant' really believe it.thought feel nothing special also.she is just another human being too.stars are also ordinary people=) ok then it was team-building games.its really funny cox we had a scenario game of building shelters with only newspapers and cardboards before the usual team ice-breakers and self-intro.tot the idea sucked cox in that way we were forced to talk to each other through limited time given to build our "shelter of own creation".but that aint gonna work out for youths of our generation cox we seriously cant give a damn of whatever so called "sense of urgency".that's why.the activity turned out sort of a screwed up.....then was the self-intro and stuff.kinda nice when i noe i am the only HC guy in my group cox i don't like the idea of having another HC guy in the same team,will just clique with that guy.so felt nice at first,but in the end...well will mention the other parts in the next part of my post.

then was the role-playing game!was rather excited about it at first.thought the idea was cool.had fun for the 1st hour.definitely.we were assigned roles like head/vice-head/adult/grandparent/child.and as a family we are to go around the school compound to work/get educated/earn money.its so freaking lame and chaotic cox we did not know what to do at first as we werent brieved of how the game goes!that's really IDIOTIC.screwed the game.anyway we all simply hentam in the begininning, blast our way through whatever we can do.i got sien of the game after an hour cox its like really aimless, when i realized there is no incentive in playing well in the game.cox in actual fact there werent any incentive AT ALL.so freaking lame.so me and an ACJC guy in my family went to sell our limbs for money.(we actually caught HIV AIDS through blood transfusion when selling limbs.oops.heh) and then the allocated time for the game was over.

next was the sharing session on HIV AIDS and i <3ed>

you get to know how blessed you are when you see the lives of others...

you get to know you actually lack nothing when you realize others actually have nothing...

you get to see how true, how big the world is and you are just a small bit of it...

just a puny little bit...

"give thanks to HIM for all that you have, praise him with thanksgiving, for in HIM you have the whole world"

that summarizes my learnings in that session=) then was the candle-liting for the wrap up.it gives time for us to reflect upon sacrifices for others.

yeap indeed we live as if we are selfish creatures in this world.
"think about hunger, spare a thought for the poor."
do we do all that?
we are just living in our own worlds caught up with our own stuff.
look at the corner of our eyes, the world is wider than what u see.
people out there are suffering.spare a thought for them.take actions about it,may it be small actions.

those heck-care people may argue,
"what the hell we can't do nuts even if they are poor or hungry rite?there are so many of them.pls."
hey.look.even if its just donating a few cents/dollars,giving ur hand for the needy,its still something.
small but not of null worth.ok.

not saying u must exactly go out to the mission fields,live with them to get 1st-hand experience THEN do something.

that would be great but that would be unnecessary if ur motive is to understand how they feel and experience their lifestyle.

we already know that THEY NEED HELP and THAT'S A FACT!

so move our asses to HELP THEM!

i just felt so much when i was going through the liting-of-candles-activity.all the above are my reflections when i think through what i did in the camp.yeah starving ourselves and understanding the torturous feeling of hunger may not exactly benefit them in any way,in fact IT DOES NO HELP TO THEM,but the special thought for these bunch of people is something that's built inside everyone's mind.at least for those who cared.with this thought,it will be natural for us to relate stuff to them in our daily lives.eg not wasting food/water/resources,donating to the poor,helping the disabled/elderly etc.its this empathy that comes out within our hearts.out of nowhere?no.its in our human blood,just that need us to come to this realisation=)

gosh did i just blurted all my thoughts?seems like a messy vomit.so freaking disorganised am i?

okok back to the describing of the camp.that's all for the 1st nite.one thing i recalled is that i was so hungry that i bought a drink to fill my stomach.so that the gastric juice has something to eat into and not my stomach walls!but actually Green Tea doesn't do much help though=\ oh and another thing.the bunch of us DIDN'T BATHE.c'mon la.its famine camp it's just justice we don't bathe.anyway i think practically 80% of people didn't bathe cox we din't know there are actually shower points at the toilets of the swimming pool.who even know where the ACS Barker pool is==

2nd day was rise and shine rather early.and really famished.cox its like haven't eaten for so long.and we still gotta go out to HDBs at Tampines for old newspaper/clothes collection.nothing special.just the usual stuff.like any other fac CIP.rite.we were efficient,thus finished out task 2 hours earlier than expected.mmm it was in the 2nd day that i got to talk more to members in Raju family.so lag rite.ah except for that one girl from ACJC.if i remember correct where she is from.whole time stick with the bf.apa la.damn idiotic.really spoil my family's spirit.everybody sien diao cox of them la.that girl actually look kinda not bad but then those 2 are idiots.whatever.anyway those 1-day frens,i dun even get to contact them after that.cox our family spirit sux so we didn't actually exchange hp no(s) or emails.crap.

the group-cheering session in the noon was lame.nothing to talk about it.

event ended with a mini 1 hour concert by a local band and wOrLd vIsIoN 's ambassador 张惠妹.c'mon how many people actually got the chance to hear Ah-Mei singing live.she is freaking good!after so many years still as good as ever.姜还是老的辣！haha.so true man.the local band sounded nice tooo=o haha

after long awaited of 30 hours...

it was <-BREAK FAST TIME->!yeah that's like finally.

felt really like "omgomg.FINALLY.and I MADE IT!!!"

ate damn lot.like duh.

ok la i think everyone will feel the same.i finally went through the 30 hours.its really a great feeling.can't really describe it in words.experience it for urself=D

and...

changed colours.

2009-06-08T23:08:00.001+08:00

brightened up colours in my blog!=)

*wink*

hehe.

i survived <.-30 HOURS FAMINE!-.>

2009-06-07T10:31:00.002+08:00

"meaningful"

yes that's the only one word to describe it,in short.
the 800+ camp participants survived.so did i.
too malas to blog about it now,will have updates soon.

ciao.

GSS

2009-06-05T02:50:00.003+08:00

recently spend quite some money in the GSS.the discounts isnt that great though.seriously.all are around 30/40%.clothes are still like the normal prices without discounts.however i got myself a print T, a polo T, a black jeans, a belt and a shoe!

sien.

i <3 the black jeans the most.its 40+ for a jeans so i would say its reasonable price.and the design rox!finally a black jeans i wanted so long ago.

and guess what?i got myself a PURPLE print T too!this is reli FINALLY.gosh.so long ago since i wanted a purple T but couldnt find.just so hard to find purple clothes with decent designs.its either like those found in jb that kind(damn beng-ish kind) or just no purple shirts.this one i got isnt reli that nice, i would say, its simple but heck!it looks decently ok and its PURPLE!wahaha.wink.

shoe is from a brand never bought before, its a reli ex brand, that speaks of why.but the price i got is reasonable cox its about the same price for a shoe anywhere else right now.totally white, simple.that's the way simple-looking(not plain) and not complicated will make it.haha.3rd most <3ed item.

will post the photos up here when i've got the time to do it.and if only i reli feel like doing so.

sien.sien.

actually still feeling like buying some more clothes.a shorts will fulfil my desire.i wanna get a dull brown/blue-toned shorts.slim cut and non-baggy.shorts are everywhere.but nice shorts aint easy to find cox many of them are either 3-quater, which sux, or baggy.dont have the slim cut i want that is not beng-ish kind too.

sien.sien.sien.

gotta sleep now.tomorrow is a whole day of activities.need rest.
uber tiredness=\

2009-06-05T02:37:00.006+08:00

today is the 3rd time i went PS in this month.seriously lol

watched nite at the museum 2.damn effking hilarious.after 1st 15min of intro,i had laughed non-stop till the end of the show.so did the crowd in the cinema.we guys just laughed our way throughout the whole show.but that show reli got no storyline so if u wanna find a show with a good plot,not this!but if u are that kind that just wanna sit down,relax, and have a good laugh without the need to use ur brainpower to decifer and analyse the story,the this is the show FOR U!hahaz.

dunno y so late i am still up here.zzz

tomorrow is 30hour famine camp!long awaited activity too.bike hike was last week,this week is famine camp.next week is church camp.woaw hols filled with activities.but that means my studies GG!to the max.gosh.

tomorrow...
may be 30 hours of fun...
may be 30 hours of torture...
may be 30 hours of meaningless-ness...
may be 30 hours of learning experience...

i do hope i learn something out of it.and get to know more "new friends".haha.30 hours without food aint something easy to do with, but that will help to build up our mental strength though.

anticipating interesting activities tomorrow...

thunder.always my thunder.

2009-06-01T15:44:00.003+08:00

just realized that the title of my previous post reminds me of the song "Thunder" by Boys Like Girls...

-Thunder-
today is a winding road
tell me where to start and tell me something i don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
today i'm on my own
i can't move a muscle and i can't pick up the phone
i don't know (i don't know, i don't know, i don't know)...

and now I'm itching for the tall grass and longing for the breeze
I need to step outside just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out, maybe there's a way out

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
do you know you're unlike any other?
you'll always be my thunder, and I said
your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
you'll always be my thunder so bring on the rain

and listen to the thunder...

a perfectly beautiful song...
Martin Johnson is the vocalist that can sing superbly high.ownage.<3 this pop rock band! <3

i can't move a muscle, and i can't...

2009-05-31T23:57:00.010+08:00

uber tiredness.even after i have slept for straight 9 hours and not waking up.

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30/05/09 Sat

TAHAN GRADUATION 09

traditional push-ups at CP.34 is the number.

for me Graduation was stoning at Farrer,and at school thereafter.helped out in the stock book listing,other than that did not do anything much.at last the ceremony was rather interesting.a group of laolaos came back and we all viewed the ceremony together.in the end it ended on a happy note.

"3FOURTITUDE" <3<3<3>I HAVE OFFICIALLY NOTHING TO DO WITH TAHAN.but i am still unofficially connected to TAHAN.

"i am a TAHANNER, and always a TAHANNER..."

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30/05/09-01/06/09 Sat, Sun

this is what i call :fun
this is what i call fun:
this is what i call :fun:

part of team INDIA photo.the 08s67's.

the completion of 100km is reli a great feeling.its not something that great, 100km may even seems like nothing to some people, but the level of satisfaction to have completed it is INDESCRRIBABLE-LY amazing.

1st half of the journey was smooth-sailing for me.no weariness,no tiredness.was comfortable and paced with the team.it was till when i reached Jurong East that i got all the cramps.by then we have only completed 50+km, only half the journey.after the 1st cramp i got,i felt so f***ed-up.the feeling is so lousy when u are having cramps and cant catch up with the rest when u noe u are already on max speed and cant move any more faster because that's all that u can do.and.and.i went pass my condo,how nice it would be to just cycle home and sleep.rite!after then i lagged all the way there.after the McD stop at Bukit Batok,i was,for many of the times,on my own.i was no longer with the team anymore.cramps are f***ed-up.

this epic scene happened.while on the road in Orchard i was bearing all the way, untill i reached Dhoby Gaut.was trying to beat the red light so i used power and chiong faster but that was when my 2nd cramp started.i was screaming while my bike was on high speed.on the left of me was the ISTANA, i pressed on the break cycled into it and fell.and.screamed.now is the epic part.in seconds,the ISTANA porch lights were lited up,and security guards in the ISTANA were looking out and seeing what actually happened.they must have thought a intrusion was going to happen.omg.i was laughing,and screaming,and reli dunno how to feel when its painful and hilarious at the same time.what a weird feeling.

after that i kept telling myself to not give up.in many uncountable ways i pushed myself.even if it was cycling so damn slowly that i can run with that kind of speed and i just kept cycling and cycle,cycle,cycle.till i cycled my way there.and FINALLY.after all the signing-out thing.i dropped dead on the floor.

i had cramps, cramps,cramps,cramps, 4 times of cramps,i held on.
i was slow cox of weariness and cramps ,i pressed on.
i was dragging the team in terms of speed,i beared with it.
i did not give up.i pulled through.
i made it, i made it eventually...

this is one of the most tired activity i have ever had.one of those imba-chiongness wearing people out inside out upside down stuff.

the experience i had was special.
the achievement i made was not just something.
but the learning i got is fantastic.

what a day.oh i mean what a 2-days experience.

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more of the other photos are all up on facebook...

Tahan Graduation + 100km Overnight Bike Hike

2009-05-30T08:09:00.001+08:00

today is the 100km bike hike!zomg.seriously i am reli excited about it.few of us in our class are going for it."what would it be like to bike long distance overnight?"definitely a memorable one.

apart from that, today is TAHAN graduation too!2 events are happening concurrently.wahaha.today's grduation will be something reli memorable too cox its the last training for us as instructors, and we gonna step down after today.miss TAHAN?probably.probably not.whatever it is.

i just wanna have fun today.will be bringing camera along with me so will be able to take all the pics i want.woohoo!will blog about all these when i return.

ciao.
imu.

sOrRy

2009-05-30T08:00:00.002+08:00

something reli dramatic happened yesterday noon.

all i want to say is, "i am truthfully sorry, my fren."

i do know i suck balls at times, forgive me for whatever i said and pissed u off.i kept insisting on my own point and neglected about u.selfish creature am i?after sitting down and reflect, i do think that i spoke too much and my tone was too unreasonable.

"sorry, once again, and let's forget about this small matter together..."

brilliance

2009-05-28T19:36:00.009+08:00

brilliant post by Vincent on our cellgroup's blog!
i shall quote the salient points he mentioned...

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[...You may ask , "Prove to me God is real !" . The thing is ... Are you going to believe if I can prove his existence ? So what if I can prove it to you ? You know what ... I can't , and I won't . Because what greater prove is there , than a perfect encouter with God himself . Just one glimpse , one touch , an experience beyond memory . That is God , and if you ask me such a question , i'll leave you to god and let him prove himself to you .Look for God , not for answers that proves God.]

LOVE - [...If you forget his love, look to the cross. You should have been the one there, and he took the place for you. That is love.]

FRIENDS - [Friends come and go. Sometimes I feel the urge to tell them they're wrong. They're following the footsteps to hell. They are living towards the life of the world. And yet i did not tell them. The question is, should I? Is it right to tell someone you're judgement against the world?Being so torn between what is right and what seems to be compromising. Should i even be fussing over all this? Or is it Better to just take a step back and pray, and let God do the work? Remember this and remember it well, Only god can change a man's heart. We can only pray, and encourage.]

CHURCH - [...We come to church to see our friends instead. We come to church to entertaint ourself. We come to church to find mates. ARE THESE THE REASONS GOD BUILDS THE CHURCH FOR? Fine, the bible says we need to fellowship. But what is the point of fellowshiping in church, when GOD is left out of the picture. Think about it, nothing is worth, without God as the center of it all.]
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Vincent, you are indeed a thoughtful thinker, the maturity in you is just so evident.Keep up the good work, my friend.

for the full details in the post, do visit https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9030909220135546084&postID=3701392982242655049&page=1

^^

masterclass header.

2009-05-28T18:24:00.006+08:00

this is the 2nd goal of the game, a masterclass header by messi.
look at his hang-time and the tilt of his body.perfect technique.
the ball went looping into the net instead of the usual power headers.unique.

SALUTE!

the 1st goal was just ordinary.the through pass was just normal, but Eto'o's cut back and side-stepping Carrick was nice.but i hate that goal cox it spoiled Man Utd's game.pissed at it so not gonna show it here.

sorry, biasness.

but that goal jst sux==

wtf is the perfect description for this.

2009-05-28T05:07:00.009+08:00

effking final.effking results.

post mortem.the system of play just was great.the reason for this loss: their confidence drained completely after going behind.

man utd seriously din play like they were real contenders.apart from man utd dominating 1st 10 mins of the game, both teams played with mediocre standard throughout the rest of 80mins.its just so amazing how barca can score whenever man utd was piling on the pressure.wholesome tardness.

there is only 1 brilliant moment in this finals: 2nd goal by messi, assisted by xavi.

it was a inch perfect swinging cross from xavi from the right side of the field, with messi, apparently unknown for his ability in heading, hanging for seconds in the mid-air, body slanted close to 45 degrees and sent a looping header into the back of the net.people u shall watch the replay, its gay.will put up the video once it is uploaded online.masterclass header, i salute u, messi.

other than that, there is nothing exciting to watch about that match.uber boring.and c.ronaldo played like some bullshit.whatever.read through soccernet's articles.bullshit content.barca DID NOT play well either.look at the passings.all congested and lost in the midfield."Passing and moving with such ease, and creating space for fun. What a team, what a comprehensive win" from soccernet gamecast.wholesome bullshit.this is seriously NOT a comprehensive win AT ALL.

there weren't a single tear shed from man utd players in the prize-giving ceremony.unlike many other finals where u can see the typical crying scene.it was reli undeserving for them to cry over the loss because they do know where they stand in today's match.at least they din cry.something to respect them about because they reli deserved nothing at all.

whatever.

totally no mood.spoiled my morning.wasted my sleep time.wtf.

manutd for the win! c'mon!

2009-05-27T23:37:00.009+08:00

zomg i should go and sleep soon!cox later is the ECC Finals!

Man Utd vs Barca.

gonna watch it online thru sopcast.and its, as usual, gonna be played at the wee hours at 2.45am.zomg.

btw, forgot to say about dance nite 09 [back again].was ok.not reli that 饭-tarstic but overall its ok.chinese dance ownage.ANT had a few solo moments.超抢镜头的哦！

ok shall not waste more time from my sleep if not i will soon turn into a sleep-deficient zombie.last nite already lack a lot of sleep due to the late stayup.

will be commenting about the match after watching.people, the soccer craze is [back again]!

MAN UTD FOR THE WIN!!!come on.when will they lose?go on and thrive for ur best!

glory, glory, man utd...

ciaoz ppl, waking up in 3 hours time.wakaka~

slap me pls.wake up dumbo!

2009-05-27T02:39:00.003+08:00

i am still awake.though its 2.30am.studying?maybe.online.errr.may~be.arh crap i can just waste so much time.

why does time past so fast?

been feeling lil down but, guess not gonna mention it here.

i am trying to recap what happened recently.trying.

oh yeah,last sat had Road March.last year i ponned so this year joined as a senior.dun suan me ok at least i attended Road March for once.haha.25km trek starting from Pasir Ris MRT to East Coast Park McDonalds(Area C) via Changi Beach Park.reli long.however i wasnt carrying any weights so its was ok, for me.though on sunday i barely could move a muscle.but JL was reli guailan.damn chiong la siao one we only used 6hrs(lunch break of 45 mins included) to complete the 25km.after that still went to Plaza Sing with Beng to get presents.and went to find Ant at school audi when the dance nite sat session ended.wah all damn high.nice!drank too.talked.then.......got home at 1am.wahlaoz idiot me.overslept and thus had to walk from unknown bus station to home.was 6 bus stop distance.that's like around 3 km.in the middle of the night ok?!so was totally tired when reached home,and wanted as little movements as much as possible.so became a sunday potato couch.muscles recovered rather fast.burn marks from sunburn dissapeared fast too.like wow.before that i looked like a "red-nose reindeer".merely.overall,sat was quite fun.

today's pool game sux, for me.lousy accuracy and reli hated it.nvm shalln't talk about it.

Missing You by 范逸臣 rox to the core!zomgzomgzomg.the lyrics is totally like everything i mean.

i am obssessed.

hols are coming.

"study break" i mean.crap.not a good thing as it just marks the start of REAL muggin time.oh wait...no!should already start mugging now!like SERIOUSLY.by right la, should have started.but by left,i am still not chionging enough.but at least i did improve in my attitude towards studies.i did.

study pls, will you?

[imu]

2009-05-26T22:47:00.006+08:00

this guy here CAN RELI SING.seriously.one of the most powerful high notes i have heard from a chinese singer.check out the chorus.zomg power chorus.mmm i like his songs.big ballads is the best genre!for me.probably for you too,after u listen to this^^

Missing You by 范逸臣
以后都不要再联络听你说的很简单
黑暗中静静搂紧自己孤单有谁明白
难过懒的再去管泪要不要流下来
我也只好默默啃蚀寂寞留着痛灌溉

Missing You 抛去爱渐渐模糊的期待
难道我就这样痛撤心扉是自己活该
Missing You 我无奈难道是为了彼此伤害
好成为扮演愉快的天才

看照片散落在一床我在回忆中哭喊
若是自导自演的闹剧为何美好曾拥怀
就当作分手是因为我们在爱中看开
如果留不住我就只有孤独来陪伴

Missing You 我坦白突然背叛的未来
那个时间转角你就不再留意我存在
Missing You Every Night 连星海也嘲笑我活该
我还有什么资格放不开
陌生的人海去哪里找爱
只有看不清等待谁愿收留我的期待快来

Missing You 我坦白突然背叛的未来
那个时间转角你就不再留意我存在
Missing You Every Night 连星海也嘲笑我活该
我还有什么资格放不开

我还有什么资格放不~开...

words, more than that.

2009-05-26T22:19:00.003+08:00

saying ilu.it's not the words i wanna hear from you.

i'ts not.

more than words
is all i ever needed you to show...

more than words
is all you have to do to make it real...

more that words
to show, that, you feel...

just show that you feel...

when i found you

2009-05-20T02:07:00.006+08:00

dunno why staying up till so late.tomorrow is CSM so just heck.but tomorrow i am having physics SPA too!omg i think tomorrow i will just die flat and stone when taking the SPA Skill A.tamade.

today was a little siao but damn fun.I FINALLY LEARNED PROPER BACKSPIN!without ending up doing a jump ball.thanks to alex who gave me invaluable lessons.played pool with him for around 8-9 games,din count.overall i won more games but as usual, he is still owning shit.today wasnt his best day, while i was rather on fire.

recounting to that moment i cleared table within 3 turns: cleared 3 balls 1st.missed.took a shot, potted one ball then missed.given a free ball next,cleared 3 balls in a row with aid of good positioning.lastly potting in the black ball was the absolute stunner.potted it into the far hole with an extreme cut at the other end of the table.that scene was stunning.that kinda ball i am quite used to it,just dint expect myself to get the 4 ball streak and win only in 3 turns.madness.

so nice of alex to teach me proper backspin.now i can drawback even if the distance between the white ball and the ball taking aim at is rather far^^ able to use it at my disposal consistently and mastering it is my next aim.learned how to literally do a curling shot.that is "trick shot for fun".haha.basically today i was on-fire for most of the time and thus the wins.totally satisfied.and got to learn new stuff.thanks alex.

its 2.20 and i am still awake.i must be crazy.CSM sux.physics SPA sux.

life rocks life sux. which side u tend to agree upon?

randoming.

2009-05-20T02:05:00.001+08:00

悄悄地我走了，正如我悄悄地来了；
我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩...

薰衣草是花香

2009-05-17T22:35:00.017+08:00

aint these lavenders nice.oh my goodness its purple.its PURPLE!haha.

this is a song from the 偶像剧 that is many years back, called 《薰衣草》. nice song, nice lyrics.try it!

花香_KTV_version

"花香" by 许绍祥

风　没有方向的吹来
雨　也跟着悲伤起来
没有人能告诉我
爱是在什么时候悄悄走开

风　伴着花谢了又开
雨　把眼泪落向大海
现在的我才明白
你抱着紫色的梦选择等待

记忆是阵阵花香我们说好谁都不能忘
守着黑夜的阳光　难过却假装坚强
等待的日子里你比我勇敢
记忆是阵阵花香　一起走过永远不能忘
你的温柔是阳光　把我的未来填满
提醒我花香常在就像我的爱

风伴着花谢了又开
雨把眼泪落向大海
现在的我才明白
你抱着紫色的梦选择等待

记忆是阵阵花香我们说好谁都不能忘
守着黑夜的阳光难过却假装坚强
等待的日子里你比我勇敢
记忆是阵阵花香一起走过永远不能忘
你的温柔是阳光把我的未来填满
提醒我花香常在就像我的爱

记忆是阵阵花香我们说好谁都不能忘
守着黑夜的阳光难过却假装坚强
等待的日子里你比我勇敢
记忆是阵阵花香一起走过永远不能忘
你的温柔是阳光把我的未来填满
风吹起花的香味就像你的爱

together

2009-05-17T22:16:00.004+08:00

yeah finished watching the 偶像剧《爱就宅一起》 yesterday before going bak jb. was kinda fast finish watching it.hahaz.ok la the show is not bad.its just a lil diff from many typical 偶像剧(s).i find it rather short,cox there is only 12 episodes.and the plot is relatively small and limited.

went to Jurong Point with fam just now.saw some quiteniceshirts from E-Century and a uber nice shorts from Spades.but ah forget it.like not the right time to shop like that.nvm i shall wait till the hols when there is GSS to buy all these.that time i will spend again.at least there is excuse to tell mum that i will spend cox its GSS!haha.

nothing much to blog about...siens.....oh.recently found many nice songs.

not in order of merits:

1. "Tongue_Tied" by Faber Drive

2. "When_I'm_With_You" by Faber Drive

3. "Found Me" by The Fray

4. "Walk_Away" by Westlife

5. "全世界都停电" by Tank

6. "好想要挥霍" by 卢广仲

7. "花香" by 许绍祥

8. "默默" by 飞轮海

there is 1 or 2 that are old songs but they are nice=) recently just listening to songs...

You Found Me

2009-05-16T12:09:00.004+08:00

"You Found Me" by The Fray

i found God on the corner of First and Amistad
where the west was all but won
all along smoking his last cigarette
i said, "where've you been?"
he said, "ask anything."

where were you? when everything was falling apart
all my days spent by the telephone
it never rang and all i needed was a call
it never came to the corner of Firs tand Amistad

lost and insecure
you found me, you found me
lying on the floor
surrounded, surrounded
why'd you have to wait?
where were you?where were you?
just a little late
you found me, you found me

but in the end everyone ends up alone
losing hope the only one who's ever known
who I am, who I'm not, who I want to be
no way to know how long she will be next to me

lost and insecure
you found me, you found me
lying on the floor
surrounded, surrounded
why'd you have to wait?
where were you? where were you?
just a little late
you found me, you found me

early morning the city breaks
i’ve been calling for years and years and years and years
and you’ve never left me no messages
never sent me no letters
you’ve got some kind of nerve
taking all I want

lost and insecure
you found me, you found me
lying on the floor
where were you? where were you?...

lost and insecure
you found me, you found me
lying on the floor
surrounded, surrounded
why'd you have to wait?
where were you? where were you?
just a little late.
you found me, you found me.
why'd you have to wait?
to find me, to find me.

2009-05-16T11:40:00.013+08:00

recently haven't been blogging consistently.again.

till now still cant accept that danny is out.he SHOULD still be in the race.kris can sing, but compared to the other 2, he is still the weakest.cox of the mere fact that he's more good-looking among them, he is still in it.all the young girls aah,crazy over him.siao.anw he is competing against "Adam The Great" next week.

i presume adam will win,landslide win for sure.he is too good to lose.just too good.rock God yeah!it would be the greatest upset in idol history if he isn't the eventual winner of this season's idol.from my opinion, he is the greatest singer coming out from idol stage.and even if he loses,record companies will still come to him from all over the places.so doesn't reli make any diff.

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adam for the win!

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anyway had Chem SPA Skill A just now.could remember most stuff, just left out some small details here and there.remembered the key points so phrased it in my own way.hope i dun leave out the main points.and do well=)

been studying.consistently.just that i dun think its enough.only 2 hours at home studying?i dun think that's enough if i wanna catch up.2 hours can only like try to maintain the pace with current topics.ah.man.

why'd you have to wait?

to find me, to find me..

song promo.

2009-05-12T17:08:00.004+08:00

"Tongue Tied" by Faber Drive is a nice song ppl!
download and listen to it.its the 1st song of my playlist=D

yeah the group is like.huh?hear before meh?but yeah try out the song.dun get too impressed-.-

lols wad toking me.zzz

uber boring.and hungry.shall cook instant mee (oh i am starved and craving for it) and watched my《爱就宅一起》. though shall be studying but let me watch one ep 1st la.ok.haha.

ciaoz.

another update.

2009-05-12T16:25:00.002+08:00

my blog is like 1 update/week.hahaz so malas to update anything though many stuff happened.

k la here it goes...

08/05/09 Fri
had cca exco interview for juniors in skul.had some shocking moments when heard of their resopnse to some of the questions but some fun moments too.like asking them to pump us.haha.

went to Tea Garden to chill after dinner at Astons.1st time at that quitecoolplace.the drinks are uber ex.less to say about finger food.a basket of nugget-looking chicken cubes cost 15/basket.kaoz.and the drinks are minimum of $5.though there is the privilege to play board games, poker cards etc, its a classy place."good things come with good price".k la just a short time hanging out with the Tahanners=)

reached home at 11.00pm.and was home alone for the rest of the night.again.

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09/05/09 Sat
woke up rather late in the morning cox stayed up late at night watching my《爱就宅一起》.no special comments about that series,still on my 4th episode^^ then went in to jb by myself, got pissed for waiting freaking 30mins just for parents to arrive to fetch me.waiting under the hot sun aint something enjoyable.kaoz told them to arrive that the time also tak boleh punctual one.sienz.

went to church right after that,and teenz.wah so long din go to teenz liao.missed my duty for dunnothewhichtime.wasnt free the saturday 2 weeks ago for i went to ophir,din go for prac.so even if last sat i made it on time also tak boleh serve.sienz but nvm.got to see my jie=].saw charles,though at 1st thought they wouldnt come back so fast from port dickson since they went there for location surveying.eh fren get a school asap,pls.jangan bazir masa lagi.

had night serve,saw children's performance for mother's day...

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10/05/09 Sun
went to church in the morning with the intention to visit joseph de.then saw him at church.alamak.wanted to give him a suprise visit,but in the end...nvm la he looks rather energized,hope he can fully recover.will pray for u, dai lou.

and then went out to the movies with jie!think is the 1st time in this year i went to the movies.havent been there for ages.star trek wasnt reli that nice.was action all the way but no climax.plot is small and limited to only that outside world.but one thing nice about it is that its sci-fi.something interesting.but watching it with my jie makes the time worth-spending^^ went window shopping after that since she duwan buy anything.see anything also say dun suit her one.haha.

my beloved,u are a reli special fren to me.do take care of urself up there.study hard but do enjoy life too!haha.pity u and ur TESCO-.- here for u always ("^_^")

after that had mother's day dinner with fam at Tiong Bahru Plaza.kaoz thought that place looked big from the outside,but realized that i was wrong.totally tiny.dinner was ok.full.like siao.

one of the best day i ever had.

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11/05/09 Mon(yesterday)
woke up rather early and went out to sing K with classmates.was late for 10mins.late again.so i treated jingyu mr. bean soya drink.but in the end she was the one who wasted all the time.she so blur till forgot to bring stj money out,had to make a trip back to her home in the middle of the mrt trip.tsktsktsk.

was raining and pouring when we needed to go Heeren.had quick Subway lunch and off we went to K box.was damn sien diao cox Party World was under renovation so they wasnt open.then had to go to the lauya K box.food sux,songs sux more cox so damn freaking limited english song choices!and the chinese songs are not organized according to chinese surname one.tmd chao sien.but the drinks are uber nice.at least la,huh.had a planned suprise bdae celebration for our beloved guailan loser derek!haha.huijuan,mogie,kaijun,adrian came and brought the cake over.i think he should be quite happy,since he got a big box of childish baby toys as a present.guailan enough wad.guialan stuff for guailan ppl.haha.but was a pity din get to bond him and smash the cakefullofwhippedcream on his face.wanted to do that one but no one help me.sienz.plan fail.overall the time spent together was rather fun.

then went for stj.dinner with juniors.ok la eat and talk and suan ppl lo.other than that nothing special.a lil boring.and then went home since the next day still got skul.

quite a fun day too.

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12/05/09 Tue(today)
sien day.just came back from skul an hour ago and online till now.blogging lo.wanted to play pool but nobody.sienz.zzz.

nothing much.

update again.

2009-05-05T19:53:00.011+08:00

haven't been blogging.

many things happened recently and life is quite in a mess.

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02/05 Sat

shall start of with ophir.yeah i think the trip was real cool.although the people who went were kailiang, david, kenn siang, me and our laolao kae xiang, i'd rather have this smaller group.at first was rather upset with people who din go for the trip due to many official reasons, it was our last trip up to somewhere together as a whole team.However in hindsight, i felt that having a smaller group was better.ok.this time round the journey up and down ophir was real fast.compared to last year when we arrived the base camp at 5smt, this year we were 2 hours earlier.reason was because last year we had a bigger group and there were more laolao(s) who went with us.and our break at the summit was longer.

kae xiang is chao damn corker.damn funny and nice guy.same frequency, huh.

ophir felt like it ended too quick, way too quick.din reli felt like i enjoyed myself to the max.anw i realized this truth: smaller group is always better.people who don't have the heart to go, u can't give a damn.remember: WE TOO.whoever's reading this, i can't be bothered.

had a small tiff on sat.its was actually over some slightest problem.and in the end i also confused why argued in the 1st place.yeah though its rather awkward now,i am actually fine.i should apologize 1st cox i think i was mostly to be blamed.was over-sensitive."i'm sorry, my fren."
i will do a proper apology some day.

went for fac outing on sat.as i had expected..totally.chao if it was not that i had already signed up and paid, i wouldn't go.so our class, with only 7 who attended, immediately siam after the dinner.chao lousy event.ya so if any fac com members are reading this.i can't give a damn too.the whole event is so effking sien.2 fac heads up there 自high nia.kaoz.where was the audience involvment i also dunno.lousy and sux.hated it.

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03/05 Sun

went to church on sunday.haha saw the girl again.and yeah i do feel she is more chio than her sis, though some people are bias and dun admit it.anw.that's just saying for fun.oh and the leader who talked to me is nice and friendly guy.my 1st impression of him is: wOw what a cool person.sermon was ok, though only half the time listening, the other half was daydreaming and looking with everything with a blank stare.that's about it.was a normal sunday.

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04/05 Mon

yesterday something just happened.i duwan to leave comments, since people might be reading.this time round i really said my piece, what i've been wanting to say long time ago, and that's it.if i am wrong in my wadeva comments, my apologies.but i think u people do get my point, and i strongly believe i have some valid points.ok that's all i am saying.

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05/05/ Tue

today was a usual day too.played pool, had a hair cut.ok by now my mood has improved.was so tempted to pon skul in the morning to take mc when i was already late and accumulated another demerit point.but i din't.actually skul was rather slack so its ok.and till now actually nothing much happened,just that i dao-ed the other guys who went to watch "wolverine" and played pool^^

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updates

2009-04-28T20:08:00.004+08:00

shall update on what happened during training

ophir-in-camp was a real slack.last year when we went through it ourselves i find it tough though, probably my ankle injury at that time dampened my spirit to move on.still remember my 恩人 lutheng and weihan who pushed me on and motivated me not to give-up.they were great help.

ah i digressing.

wah the juniors really did much less push-ups as compared to what we did.recalling the rare few times when Ant dulan the seniors.was grumbling so loud that the seniors -"to show us what you all can do"- than just saying we suck.thinking of it now is so funny, cox most of us were really furious.but ah the juniors now only did so little, and tak boleh tahan liao.wah and how screwed a dinner it turned out to be.maggi soup turned out to be dry mee.wOw.that really amazed me.ok my fault as a senior that i din help them in the cooking huh.haha ^_^

anyway we as instructors did screw some parts.we could have done better for the "flash flood" part in the early morning.was a pity we din make all their tents and shoes wet.TMD.so screwed.last year we were screwed by the 32nd batch like da bian.all wet.the juniors deserved more.anyway, the trek to Mandai Zoo was pretty fast, as we reached there at 11+.if we din push them hard enough i think the timing would be slowed by another hour or so.i am being honest.they are really slow most of the time.after Ophir trip,the real "tekaning" will commence,and it will be time to show them what should be the real kind of training in Tahan.the fun begins.hahaz.

"""""

wanted to sing K, but still that usual 3.so we din go so ended up playing pool with kailiang.suprisingly when i invited him for the game he agreed.thought his "ama" will stop him from going or something.haha.its his 1st time in 4 months since he touched the cue stick.and he is still as pro as ever.champion.today was rather fun cox had 2 tables and circulating the "loser" around.i remember i stayed for many games,but one particular game that made most impression was kailiang thrashing me in 4 turns.i 甘拜下风.wonder who can be better.alex?they should play against each other.though alex has greater technique than he does,i am betting on kailiang for the win.hahaz.

"""""

i have did much studying recently.though not that much but at least attempted some.but actually only chem and math.other subjects i still dieded.crap.shall study more today.

""""""

Ophir trip is in 2 days.din feel like going initially, but now i am ok with it.reason was cox i want to get more studying done over the weekend, but come to think of it, i can do more now to compensate for the loss time. its time we start to build close bonding with the juniors. good chance to do so when we are in the trip.

fac outing is on sat.ah that event sux.dun like the theme at all.wad "ODD BALL".kanasai.anyway i will just attend the event cox sort of no choice.crap.

oDD bAll sux.

"""""

ok that's all for the updates.

meaning in life?this is it!

2009-04-28T19:11:00.012+08:00

--13You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men. 14You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. 15Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds
and praise your Father in heaven.--- Matthew 5: 13-16

"""""

*Shine Like Stars*

look at the world we live today look at the hurting everywhere
let us see mercy and Your grace overflowed in every place
let us be one with You today and let Your glory fall

we will shine shine like stars above
shining in Your light guided by Your love
let fire burn in us burning like the sun
as we glorify and show Your kingdom come
in all the earth

teach us to live in righteousness teach us to love in one accord
guide us to live life everyday as we worship in Your court
let us declare Your majesty and let Your glory fall

we will shine shine like stars above
shining in Your light guided by Your love
let fire burn in us burning like the sun
as we glorify and show Your kingdom come
in all the earth

we'll shine like stars above as we’re burning like the sun
we'll shine like stars above as we’re burning like the sun

---So that you may be blameless and innocent, God's children without any faults among a crooked and perverse generation, among whom you shine like stars in the world.---Philippians 2:15

"""""

i find a sentence that is really true in Philippians 2:15, "among a crooked and perverse generation."

indeed this generation is so corrupted.we must stand for Him and be the ones to shine in this hell darkness.yeah we are God's children who are without any faults, for all sins are cleansed by Him, so we should achieve the mission on earth to shine for Him, do all things for Him as and when we can.

it's our meaning in life to shine for you, Jesus...

frightening experience

2009-04-23T17:56:00.006+08:00

suddenly remembered of what happened yesterday nite.

was pouring heavily at the middle of the night past 12.at home.i wanted to use the restroom for a while.so as i pressed to switch on the lights of the restroom, suddenly there was this super duper bright blue light that sparked and i heard a loud sound bang.within split seconds, the whole house was in a blackout.i really "stunned" for 2-3seconds, couldnt remember exactly, my quickest response was to shout "OOH!".i can seriously say the light was reli bright.imagine how strong the electric surge was.was quite amazed that my eyes din't sore or something cox of that strong intensity of the light.when i was still stunned for that 2 seconds or so, i was thinking to myself, "wah can't be so zun." was rather scary since i just learned how easily a life can be taken away, i was feeling goosebumps all the way till the lights recovered in 10 mins.i was scared of dying.serious.

ah thats how suei.my hands are cursed.lmao.and cox of me the neighbours of the same floor all had blackout too.ah actually not my fault la.just that the moment the lightning struck and the time i pressed the button just coincides.anyway it was due to the lightning.and we had switched on too much stuff at home.

that was reli a shocking experience.i am really thankful God protected me.if not...ah.i would have been roasted meat.

God i thank You for protecting me, though i may not be perfect and i sin, You still take me as Your precious son.thank You for Your grace.

live it out loud!

2009-04-23T17:50:00.003+08:00

i only have a sentence for ryan, "be strong and live for god."^^

how great a motherly love can be.yet people.imagine how great our father's love is compared to that.had a shock for my life, but this incident just reminds me of God's love for us.

how fragile life can be, He can take you away anytime, when "time's up" you just gotta go, and sometimes you won't know when and where it will happen.so live life the way u want and to the fullest.suddenly this incident reminds me of the song "Time of My Life".

and i'll taste every moment and live it out loud, i know this is the time, this is the time of my life, the time of my life...

::

2009-04-23T17:45:00.005+08:00

i know ppl have been reading.and commenting.read all u want i cant effking give a damn how u all react.cox its MY BLOG.god can see whatever i write and type.HE KNOWS. as if He won't know if i really wanna swear.

i was taught to even rant all this to God.so what if the language is real crude.i will take that advice and tell Him about all this even if it contains all the swear words.God i will depend on u.

anyway that matter is disclosed.but i will certainly do that to you if i see u one day.i can't give a damn about the glary stares around when i do that.

FUCK YOU BITCH!

2009-04-21T01:02:00.006+08:00

u noe what u did.i cant be bothered but i am just so pissed that u are this sort of person and things like that did happened.what an unscrupulous person u can be.has ur moral degraded so much?

oh but if i hadnt made it so clear rite.i am fucking over it.yes i cant be bothered with the language i am using.if one day i reli see u face-to-face and am forced to say something at that moment, what i will do, regardless where and when and how big is he surrounding crowd, is: POINT MIDDLE FINGER AT YOU and shout

FUCK YOU BITCH!

this is the last time i am gonna mention anything about this.my 2 days of mood was spoiled cox of this effking thing.time fucking wasted.from this moment, this part of my life will be deleted from my memory storage.it doesnt even worth a nibble to stand a place in my memory.

conclusion: i have seen the wrong person.

how ugly some things can be when u get to see the other side of it.

from now on, not a word about this will be ever mentioned.fuck-off u ugly memories!

I HATE <3

2009-04-20T01:35:00.009+08:00

u will never understand how i feel and what u did to me.i am 99.9% sure that u can't give a damn, but i do think that there will be marginal .1% chance u feeling guilty deep in ur heart.if its not so, then YOU ARE TOTALLY INCORRIGIBLE!
...
...
...
does crying helps?if it does then i will want to cry it out loud once and for all...
...
"love prevails."
is that so true?i seriously doubt the validity of this phrase.
...
finally.
i understand this.
"It is easier to love GoD than human beings."
yes its much much easier.

I HATE <3
yes its an oxymoron.

revealed.

2009-04-19T23:46:00.005+08:00

i FINALLY got to know the truth.
now everything is starting to piece in to a big picture.

whatevercrap u did to me, a big //TQ//!!!

2009-04-08T23:40:00.003+08:00

some people are just so screwed.i can't stand him.what the fuck he wants.i am not having a good day today and he still wants to find fault with me.what i wanna do aint ur business and stop interfering.u aint anybody.fucking dun mess with me or fuck around with me asshole.i can't give a damn if i am so damn crude now.who cares.damn kansai du lan.

feel offended then dun read.

cra'pp

2009-04-08T23:20:00.003+08:00

my childhood memories are gushing back.its the same kind of feeling again.though it wasnt worse than what i had before.

it's about this girl.who left to somewhere far away just like that.and just like that, in just a blink of the eye.and the parallelity is happening, once again.but this time round its more people.all the friends around me.i wish that i can feel indifferent?oh so much about what i hope for.i am still feeling it.crapp.

life still sux rite.this is life.rite.

i wasn't

2009-04-08T22:28:00.003+08:00

it's only till now that i realized i aint love loneliness.only till now.my friends are going away to study.ofcox i wish the best for them, but its not till they leave that i realize how much i need them and would miss them when they are eventually away.hey 3,4 years is a long period.

guess this is part and parcel of life rite?

emptiness creeping in...

going to need some time to get over this kinda feeling.

2009-04-03T18:54:00.003+08:00

"have i ever been smart?i am wondering."

i am so pissed with myself for all this.

"will i ever improve?will i ever?"

i aint saying any untruth.i am getting rather fed up with myself cox i am having such a screwed up life.

no excuses for whatever careless errors i made.and the mistake of remembering the wrong exam can't be another reason too.

cerebally challenged am i.what a EFFKING LIFE.

2009-04-03T18:42:00.005+08:00

the recent pool craze has really allowed me to see my improvement in aiming.my "english" still sucks though positioning of white ball has been rather good.anyway.i finally succeeded in learning how to backspin.last time i could but after dec hols my standard dropped.qianqian and her lousy opinion on red pool tables.the colour is very distracting, is it?>< had a random outing yesterday.suddenly jingyu and derek wanted to sing K.and there it goes.we had a 4 hour pure fun singing.yes and i hope that wouldnt be the last time.still got more to go rite.great time yea.

- derek has this cute look when he sings.his hand movements and expressions are hilarious^^
- jingyu commented i am rocker in disguise when she heard me singing all the english pop/rock.
i agree to a certain extent=p

this is the part of life that i think there is certain extent of meaning in...

=)

2009-03-30T00:53:00.008+08:00

ok shall promote this new taiwanese singer!

他的名字叫卢广仲。请大家多多支持！
必听歌曲：我爱你，100种生活

曲风：R&B

ok enough of the chinese intro.so slow when try to type in chinese.

heard of this phrase "do not judge a book by its cover?"(trying to sound intellectual.hurhur) this is the typical case!this nerd head, faggot-looking, tarded singer here is a no joke.play a fool.the above 2 songs are nice.he is really R&B.him + guitar = kind of the chinese version of Jason Mraz, but slightly lower quality lah duh.some of his songs are nice.listen is a must try.

he is singing like he is in the toilet doing some *big business* hurhur. and the way he dress is totally cmi, though it is obvious that he is doing it on purpose.

comments from head to toe: the hair, t-shirt and socks---i can only say, "oh my mama.what the shit is this."

anyway just promoting new singers.his songs are nice=)

*can't find his songs in www.playlist.com. ah crapp.*

bored.

2009-03-29T17:08:00.003+08:00

since fri i have been alone.its so sien at home.is there anything interesting to do?

hurhur i have been sorting out my notes.and tried to mug a bit.omg i should get used to mugging life.and mug every day.weekend should be the have more intensive mugging sessions.ah boring life now.

huh other than yesterday nite out till 12midnight other than that i have been practically at home all the while.cant really get to do any sports now cox its effking raining.na beh sien.i wanna swim luh.idiotic rain.going online the whole time is so boring.

hey do i know you?i just know ur name and that's all.do u have to do that to us?she is so da bian.nvm.huh jts wasnt really total enjoyment besides the food.

i want to workout now.but the rain is stoppinf me.omg who can understand being home alone for practically 3 days!empty boredom is killling me softly...

its raining its boring.the little boy is snoring...

still thinking about yesterday's jts.omg i think after yesterday rite.my scandals will keep spreading more and more.some people just keep spreading.don't wanna mention name but definitely she sux.feel like giving her a tight slap. "hey do i know you?i just know your name and that's all.do you have to do that to us?"that person is so da bian.huh jts wasnt really total enjoyment apart the food.

i want to workout now.but the rain is stopping me.omg who can understand being home alone for practically 3 days.

empty boredom is killing me softly...

home alone

2009-03-29T01:07:00.002+08:00

this is my 2nd day home alone.i cant find better things to do.have been online the whole time.

jts was ok.the food was rather good.so did the price that totalled in the end.good for us and "good" for the juniors too rite.haha.totalled 620 for i think like 30+ ppl?including seniors.so in the end for the juniors they pay like 30+ per person.thats already including their own meals.aiyo we should order more lo.like that only.i should have ordered deserts and drinks.regret not ordering and trying out the food.sien.then after that we went to the rooftop of esplanade to stone.i actually dint know can get up there.it is like perfect place for couples to hangout.so called "couple paradise" huh.that is what i came out for this place.haha.hey but i felt the idea to stone there so lame and sien.i don't like big group outings.will just stone and don't talk.so boring.and they were talking about ghost stories.doesn't interest me at all.so damn cork.ah had liquor crave but in the end din't get to fufil my craving.cox couldnt find normal can beers there.its all pubs.

"hey sir would u like to order please?".oh but they only serve in shorts.classy ex.how to get a small drink.gargh.

ah so lame we should have played pool or something.sit there stone so effking sian.big groupies kanasai sux.haish rather play pool than stoning.tmd.anyway the dinner was nice so nvm.just that should have ordered more.太便宜他们了。haha.but since we are good seniors rite.

oh crapp.life rox and life sux.what is this.wts.self-discipline is actually a nottobeunderestimated quality.many think they actually possess it after they past certain age.youths are the most "ego-actpro" ppl.am i saying about myself?i think so.but i know i don't have self-discipline.sux.not so easy saying to have self-discipline please.

self-discipline is a virtue!

==

2009-03-27T00:12:00.007+08:00

juz realized i havent been blogging this few days.

haha today was my 4th consecutive day i play pool.omg havent tried this kinda pool streak before.last time was at most twice in a week.when we are busy its only like once in a fortnight.but this week i definitely had a lot of fun playing.guess its probably because of the end of our block tests that's y the craze.omg my spinning sux to the max now, and i can only aim and cut, positioning quite sux.

i think i used up till $15 for 4 days of pool.zzz.

oh blocks were rather sux.gp and physics is total gg.like seriously gg.

- my gp compre confirm, guarantee + chopstamp will fail=\ what is this.
- think i will get sub 20 for physics.that's a definite U.again.i cant physics.seriously.
-math.screwed.i only studied at 10 the night before because my fren told me wrong info.supposed to be math not chem on monday.
-chem.was ok.i think.but still may fail.cox i screwed my section C.

luckily i think i can pass econs.and may have chance to get D?i dunno.my humans subject has always been sucky so i dun hope much too.

conclusion:i cant physics,gp.i can math,chem, and maybe econs nia.jiaksai lah.

kaoz this time's blocks also this kinda marks.i studied though.guess that's how hwachong torture
their students lah.all blocks rite.science subjects are killer papers.TMD.cant they understand that we will get demoralized by this kinda scores, though it prepares us well for our Alevels.kns.Alevels 80% cohord get A for math and chem but block test so tmd hard.kns sien.

ah screwed studying life luh.study all this chim stuff for what i dun understand.

my notes are so damn messy now.they are not arranged properly and they are like everywhere.gonna find 2-3hours time to sort out everything.for now,i cant find my this notes, cant find that notes.crap shit.

oh and i just cut my hair so damn short.no choice luh.teome gave me warning yesterday.if not i will kena demerit point again.crap.think i wan this kinda hair meh.screwed up school.stupid rules.

life sux for now.nothing much to say.

oh jts is this coming sat.its new yorks new yorks.haha.i will want to over order on that day so that our juniors pay more.nice one rite.anyway will get to eat good stuff on sat!yup so this weekend i am not going bak jb.ah.gonna miss church and my jie.zzz.

life is just so screwed.and i dunno y.it just sux.

red devils?i thought it was red sissies

2009-03-23T19:14:00.014+08:00

dissapointing is all that i can say.Man Utd's recent performance has been under par.way below their usual standards.the 1-4 devastating scoreline against Liverpool was the first wave of trouble.well complains about referee can't really be taken seriously because vidic's tackle was rather rash, but he wasn't exactly the last man so the decision for the red card was a bit harsh.but for this match against Fulham,what can i say more.speechless.Scholes and Rooney.hot temperament icons.this is how teams like this can win a derby game by catching you people with red cards.please be more professional can you?keep cool.gals like cool guys,not guys so hot tempered and violent.haih.Man Utd play like they are total nubs now.how can a big team lose to an average team, even worse with a 2-0 deficit.the Red Devil's clearly do not live up to their name for now.

oh i had not really posted much stuff about soccer ya.seldom follow.this post looks random.

can't really love Man Utd for now.they play like nubs.anyway i was so happy about Tottenham's performance against rivals Chelsea.Chelsea could have turned up winner of the match, but they did not appreciate their chances.oh,i should mean Drogba.his shots were close but were not great enough for the ball to bang the net.for the last 20 mins they owned their opponents like shit,but clearly they do not have fate with a goal on that day.the header by Alex was the closest of all, with the ball contacting the crossbar, bounces to the floor and out it goes.what a chance.i thought drogba's half-volley was nice,but he screwed the golden opportunity just inches wide.okayy okayy enough for the close finishing.i saw the worst finishing of the day by Lennon.he was speedy,undoubtly,but the ball went high flying to the crowd when he weighted too much force to the ball.or maybe that's his normal standard,i wouldn't be suprised after all.

conclusion of the day: speedy + non-threatening finishing = useless attacking chance

that's about the soccer life.oh i had so much to talk about.eh i thought i should have only commented on how bad Man Utd is for now.red sissies.that sound more like it.

[hey Fergie, do something to your red sissies please.they are playing like real sissies.look at your experienced player Giggs with his dreadful crossing; Scholes with his usual violent behavior; and Rooney for his trademark red cards.his temperament control just sucks.just do something about the red card offences and team of this standard would not end up in this devastating state!]

when would red sissies revert back to their glorious days?

!

2009-03-22T23:57:00.004+08:00

i feel scammed.tml i am tested on math not chem.fucking hell.

best thing is.I DIN EVEN STUDY A DAMN THING!
bloody scammed.!@$#$*%&*

who would understand this feeling?i had a dejavu.last year i think the same thing happened.omg can i cry?

you be the judge!

2009-03-22T22:21:00.009+08:00

hey compare the two videos below.both are live versions.I think David's version was rather good.dint think he would have this song choice during his idol competition.enjoy!

"Dare You To Move" by David Cook

(indeed great song choice by david cook, this song rawks.and you know what?it really felt like it was just the beginning of cook's singing.haha.he could have continued on and on, though he was a bit pitchy in the beginning.)

"Dare You To Move" by Switchfoot

my comments: I thought David reached the notes a little easily than Switchfoot,and i like the way he made the song his own way with the flat notes.cool style.what a rocker!but...but i thought switchfoot sang the verse a little better,it felt a bit more calming than David who was just trying to sing the verse,din felt any feelings.

conclusion:I like David's version more^^

save you

2009-03-22T21:21:00.014+08:00

another great song by simple plan 0_0

take a breath, I’ll pull myself together
just another step until I reach the door
you’ll never know the way
it tears me up inside to see you
i wish that I could tell you something
to take it all away

sometimes I wish I could save you
and there’s so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know

when I hear your voice
it’s drowning in the whispers
your just skin and bones
there’s nothing left to take
and no matter what I do
I can’t make you feel better
if only I could find the answer
to help me understand

sometimes I wish I could save you
and there’s so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know

that, if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
if you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
tell me you won’t give up
cause I’ll be waiting here if you fall
you know
I’ll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
to take it all away

sometimes I wish I could save you
and there’s so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know
I wish I could save you...
I want you to know...
I wish I could save you...

tell me you won't give up

2009-03-22T21:09:00.004+08:00

this weekend was meaningful.our life monopoly thing was quite ok.all of us contributed much to this whole project.

there was so much sense of achievement when i saw the basic layout of the game being mapped out with all the masking tapes on sat.what a thing,though we only completed 90% on it after sat "dawn" at 2.30.

this game has much area of improvement though.many had given insightful comments on it, and i think what our Mr. Lok suggested about the real-time version of this game is workable.with a mature group of commitee working together seriously for a month would make out a brilliant plan on it.that would be some effort but it will be worth it.i am definitely interested to be part of this kinda game thing again, and especially on this monopoly project.it excites me when i just think of how it can be done in a "game show" way.omg.

anyway i have done quite a fair bit for chem.but i still think it isnt enough.i hope tomorrow can go well.don't reli have confidence.but i won't give up!gonna go and start doing practices now^^

its mugging time n_n!

:your love is a lie!:

2009-03-20T10:34:00.010+08:00

i fall asleep by the telephone.
it's two o'clock and i'm waiting up alone.
tell me, where have you been?
i found a note with another name.
iou blow a kiss but it just don't feel the same.
cauz I can feel that you're gone.

i can't bite my tongue forever,
while you try to play it cool.
you can hide behind your stories,
but don't take me for a fool!

you can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it!)
you can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it!)
you can look into my eyes and pretend all you want,
but I know, I know
your love is just a lie! (Lie! Lie!)
it's nothing but a lie! (Lie! Lie!)

you look so innocent,
but the guilt in your voice gives you away.
yeah, you know what I mean (know what I mean)
how does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
and do you think about me when he fucks you?
could you be more obscene? (be more obscene)

so don't try to say you're sorry,
or try to make it right.
and don't waste your breath
because it's too late, it's too late!

you can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it!)
you can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it!)
you can look into my eyes and pretend all you want,
but I know, I know
your love is just a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!)
it's nothing but a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!)
you're nothing but a lie!

you can tell me that there's nobody else (but I feel it!)
you can tell me that you're home by yourself (but I see it!)
you can look into my eyes and pretend all you want,
but I know, I know
your love is just a lie!
i know, you're nothing but a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!)
you're nothing but a lie! (Lie!) Lie! (Lie!)
your love is just a lie!

^^

2009-03-17T21:28:00.002+08:00

ok our HM thing had some more progress.i came up with some tasks for the teams to do when they get into NS (instead of the jail in the monopoly game).sort of ok can work out.haha under my planning rite i will make them do many push-ups and sit-ups one.torture them like siao.haha

recently dunno wad to post.so damn sien.life is a little boring.sometimes it seems interesting,sometimes boring.izit wad life is?

oh i jst realized i missed 2 days of swiming.monday it rained,so couldn't do any workouts.today i was playing dota then after that only realized the sky was already dark.argh.tomorrow having mugging sessions with ant out of home.so i dun think i will get bak home in time for any thing.thurs gonna go out with charles.another day gone.fri?no need to say.going in jb for the HM preperations.so its like my this week is filled with programmes!oh so much things.but i still gotta mug.kao beh.kanasai sien.

i should mug now.i should.more discipline please!

it was YOU who spoke the words.

2009-03-16T23:20:00.002+08:00

i did had fun up on stage on sat.was enjoying every moment singing.the concert wasn't that well-received actually.there was less publicity on it this time.lahlahlah anyway i felt yongthai's singing was farntarstic.always have been actually.keke.ok other than that nothing special also actually.

i am having a great 1 week hols now.going to enjoy every moment of it.though still gotta study but will also have fun mugging.since it is chem and math.these 2 papers.left.

oh i screwed physics.why do i still remeber about that.gosh.

the human monopoly thing is going well.ha now we have the softcopy of it.it will serve good for future purposes.if this game is percieved as a brilliant idea it may come out in the future teenz camps or teenz events.haha.charles was of great help on sat.tq bro.some of ur suggestions were brilliant and practical.

ok actually i should have did some revision today.but when i woke up was 12.then needed to go out to help out in checking of courses for christy.and came back to do my part on the human monopoly thing.this is just the punny little part that i contributed actually.other than during meeting time i crapped something out i practically did nothing much.sok wei and qian ling were awesome gals.they did out the wrote the detailed plan on hardcopy.and i just helped to convert it into softcopy for easier keeping.thumbs up for u gals!

ok i shall start my efficient mugging tomorrow.take note efficient.hope can achieve that but i doubt so.

!gUmMy bEaR!

2009-03-12T23:36:00.005+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qC_hF31z130&feature=related

ok peeps u should try watching this vid.
if you do get annoyed after only viewing not even half of it, that is a natural reaction.
but still it is a lame but cute vid.
enjoy!

...oh i 'm a gummy bear, yes i'm a gummy bear, oh i'm a yummy tummy funny lucky gummy bear...

2009-03-12T23:06:00.001+08:00

this guy rawks.i am so in love with "You and I Both" for now.he is so cool with his guitar.omg and his voice rawks too.

'Cuz you and I both loved
what you and I spoke of
and others just read of
and if you could see now
Oh, love love

.grats to SPMers.

2009-03-12T22:48:00.008+08:00

grats to those who did well in their spm.to those i know that din do that well, u guys tried ur best.that is the best God gave u ya.

haha my sis actually did not bad.but she doesn't exactly think so.rather pointless to blame urself that u din't do ur best.look ahead in life!BIG HUG for u doing well0_0 and another bro of mine.u gave ur best shot rite.feeling down won't exactly aid things.hey there is still a long road ahead in life ya.ok tomorrow we can go wild together bro!i'll be celebrating my end of torturous physics test.and u can find time to vent out.dun bring a heavy mood along ya.smilesmile=]

ok i had a good time writing econs today.as in there was sort of flow in my writing.though i din actually finish the paper but at least i think it was rather manageable.but i still think i wouldn't get high marks=( anyway it would be already pleasing enough if i get to pass it n_n i definitely hope so.

tml's gonna be sort of the worst day in this month!its my death sentence tomorrow.the day i am slaughtered by phyiscs.fish it man.i din even finish studying half of what is needed.so much to say about doing the practice questions.and i am still here.why am i here?!!! gosh.this sucks.

!

2009-03-11T22:08:00.002+08:00

GP paper sux to the core.totally.the compre was a real killer paper.while for me i made a suicidal move when i was writing the compo.fish it.

so damn depressing.don't wish to talk more.can't think of what is ahead.

still gotta study for econs tomorrow.

fish it.no mood.

0_0

2009-03-09T21:11:00.002+08:00

block test starts in 2 days time.instead of counting down to the concert that is happenning this coming saturday.i think i gotta countdown to how long more i could live until the block test arrives.which is actually 2 more days to live!

feeling so unease about this coming exam.this idunnowhat feeling is bugging me.although i don't really show it when in school but definitely i don't feel good.fish man.so friggin sien.

my jie was so kind to give me something on saturday.so nice of her.TQ for the present=] oh i forgot to mention this in my previous post. besides that i still got a small, purple handicraft tag with my name on it.that was done by my jie's sis.haha.TQ luhs.i love purple!weehee.

ok maybe i am stressed maybe i am not.i dunno.but i am definitely feeling weird.

physics is driving me crazy.i shouldn't have took this subject last year.to me this subject is really for brainy(s).unfortunately i am not one.oh gosh how to do well in physics man!someone enlighten me!

turn ur love up loud!

2009-03-09T00:43:00.008+08:00

i don't want another pretty face, i don't want just anyone to hold
i don't want my love to go to waste, i want you and your beautiful soul
you're the one i wanna chase, you're the one i wanna hold
i wont let another minute go to waste, i want you and your soul.

oh haven't been blogging for days.left so stagnant.

I am mugging econs but there is like so much to study.its like almost everything of last year's topic and including this year's topic.what the crap!and i still have physics that is untouched?oh that subject.i think this BT i give up on it liao.its gonna be super sien just mugging the concepts.can't finish one.haish.

i am burnin' up, burnin' up for you babeh.random

jesse mccartney's beautiful soul has been playing through my head.yeah indeed i duwan just another pretty face.but i want you who is someone special, and i want to be what u always needed.oh such a meaningful song.

oh YOU teenz album launch concert is happening on 14th March 2009!ok it not may be that of a "big" thing as compared to last year's album recording, but still, i belive that the sanctuary's gonna go wild on that day.now as i start to ponder, the album thing has been on for a year, and once again we gonna sing to hundreds and maybe thousands?it's exciting, just to know that it is happening next week.

argh but my blocks are arriving much earlier on this coming wed!siao gina i haven't even finish anything yet.nothing constructive really done.

and the "humanmonopoly" thing.i am quite excited about that game proposed for our gospel station which is happening in another 2 weeks.there is so much to do for this week.just to study, brainstorming about the game, and oh just attend cca.this is life when u get busy.yar.hmm i will try my best to come out with good ideas about the humanmonopoly.but our proposed plan is to modify the game to fit into the context of values-teaching.instead of the original game of buliding houses/hotels(for rich ass). just get so excited thinking that we are actually staging out the actual monopoly game itself.playing out monopoly gives u the same feeling as if u are in the game of jumanji *when things come to life*.cool sia

my angel was kinda nice to remind me to sleep early tonight.i think i have passed the time.oops~ ok i shall sleep now.tata

counting down to 14/03/2009 3pm...

2009-03-03T19:22:00.002+08:00

nothing special happened recently.just all the normal and routined stuff.life is kinda sien.hmm but i got back my studying mood.i really need that mad rush in my studies cox block test will arrive soon.i just have to keep going and mug hard for it.i dun exactly feel all anxious and nervous about it, but i am just getting the hang of studying.ok gotta keep it up.

i am so damn tired and sleepy recently.everyday also feel like falling asleep esp when its about noon time.something is wrong.

oh ya that day had so damn much nice food at gloria's house.best denki.i bet that bbq totalled about $300+?we had wings, chicken fillet, beef steaks (cost $30 each), pork steak (cost $16 each), prawns, super x ice cream, super uber x cream puffs.the food was marvelous.and i really couldn't remember i ate how many beef steaks, i just love them.so now some of us like Ant,, jingbo and me are like feeling alil heaty.but the taste was great man.esp the beef.and that kind of ice cream is heaven!it was rich choc ice cream which after u eat u will feel like u are in paradise.

oh.i just talked so much about food.so random.anyway feeling like really heaty.

oh and gloria's house is so friggin big and beautifully built.i kinda like the interior design,its Western style.and there are 2 flat screen plasma tvs, Wii and many x stuff.she and her 4 other sibs are so blessed*jealousing*

ok i am like so lame still recalling on what happened on sunday.

life has been quite normal and i kinda find it sien.cox nothing special about it.aissh.y do i keep complaining about life.should get used with it rite.routined life is just like that.

today i had a great escape!i was walking down to the canteen with Jingbo and Ant to buy some finger food in the morning, then suddenly out of nowhere DM suddenly appeared.wow.i was kinda shocked and as fast as i could have responded, i smartly dodged and ran for my life.wooh.he was like 5m in my sight.i could have been caught eazily.cox i am not sure whether does my hair length meet the standard.it does to me.however i wouldn't want to risk this kinda thing.oh Ant was also quick in dodging.but i responded the fastest.and luckily i was the one who noticed it if not we may kena lo.hope i won't get caught for the coming spotcheck.there is gonna be one this week.i think my hair can pass la,hor...

life is boring at times

random

2009-03-02T01:33:00.003+08:00

oh ya just realized that Adrian is such a weird person.he likes the Nazi(s) and he dreams to get hold of the Nazi's cross, which he wish to hang it on his neck.and he thinks Aldolf Hitler is such a cool guy.

oh and he has such a perverted mind.iish.random

blah

2009-03-02T01:02:00.003+08:00

oh this weekend had lots of stuff.

saturday i spent the whole day in church.more than 12 hours.i studied and revised my work for half of the time.and mary adams was the invited speaker for the week.she is such an amazing person.i get to see her and talk to her personally every year cox she joins my parent's cell group.friday went to carl's place and got to talk to this lovely lady.old but she is like so healthy.gosh.after service i tumpang aunt catherine's car so we went for supper before we depart home.uncle chong hiang and aunt yee khim joined us too.and i was talking to lady adams and she actually remembers me.cox when we were talking she recalled that she has a photo of me with my parents when i was only table-height.that was like when i was around 10?hahas.i kinda laughed off about it when she told me that.really amazing that she still remembers this kind of thing and even when she actually dun really know me in person.and she asserts that she's gonna bring the photo for me to have a look at it.ok shall see...

oh today(sunday) was an uber cool day.had fac cip and my group was with ANT and D(erect)k.hahas.we all 3 guys were like so lame because slackers like us are doing serious stuff together.although the job is rather slack la.all we did the whole day was conducting household surveys door-by-door.speaking over and over the same lines to different strangers is kinda tiring actually.well more "boring" than "tiring".but at least it was quite slack.not like last year we had painting activities.though it was much more fun.anyway we finished our assigned task so fast that we had almost and hour of camwhoring with "Bo Bo's" group before going for lunch.it was rather cool.anyway the pics would actually do the talking but all of them are with jasmine.i would really want to get the pics from her and post them here.will ask her tomorrow about it.however i felt that one thing that can make the whole activity better is that there should be mix groupings between senior class and junior class so that we get the chance to interact with our junior class people.but overall was rather slack but cool.then went to gloria's house and had our man's party.haha having man's nite at a gal's house would seem so weird rite.but anyway we still had fun.the gamblers as usual played mahjong, oh gosh gamblers.so i was observing how to play mahjong.it is actually rather intellectual and fun.learnt new stuff today=] hmm u actually need about the same intellectual to play well in bridge and in mahjong.i do play well in bridge.oh i really wanna play mahjong someday.then when Xuanxuan, Adrian, ANT and me went home by MRT, we laughed through almost the whole journey about some sick stuff.it was real hilarious anyway.i suppose the things we talk about ain't appropriate to say it out here so i would not reveal about it.so today i basically used up my time having fun from morining till nite.

oh gosh tomorrow is chem class test.anyway it is not counted and i have already done enough practice on Ionic Equilibra, so i am not doing any preparation for that.but i haven't completed my chem and math homework actually.aish.nvm.i've got my own way.

this post is so like a report of what has happened this few days.but well let it be so.

up in the wee hours

2009-02-26T01:55:00.004+08:00

now is like near 2am.and i am still up.hmm actually was studying just now but din really check the time so that's why i am still up.

cox of that NS registration thing la.waste almost an hour on the website just trying to verify and submit my details up for registration.gosh.that process really bore me and dad to death.anyway its done so just forget about that bad experience.

ok its really late i shall go and sleep now.if not i may wake up tomorrow morning and find out that i could have turned into a zombie.oh counting to how many hours of sleep i gonna get tonight.if there can be 4 hours it is going to be a good thing.

i am so damn sleep-deficient.still gotta go out with Charles tomorrow.omg.i might drop dead tomorrow and no one knows.

Charles wanna go out tomorrow.gonna teman him right after school.which means i gotta get home and change and get out to the MRT station within an hour.hmm if i am so damn sleepy tomorrow i might just fall asleep in the bus. so when i wake up i might just stare in blanks because i am at some random place.that depends on whether am i taking the 66 or 157 bus.oh the experience of overslept in bus happened before like 3 times.which i am so amazed by the number of times.

tomorrow i am definitely not hoping for a dejavu.

ok shall not waste my saliva talking here.ciaoz.if not my nightmare of becoming a zombie might just happen.

2009-02-25T22:30:00.001+08:00

crap la dad is like bugging me to lend him the comp to do my ns stuff.so damn sien.wanna blog but kena disrupted.

seems like he is getting furious with all the waiting.aish

ok i shall hand my lovely laptop to him.*sigh*

...

2009-02-24T11:12:00.003+08:00

oooh this is the 1st day i get to sleep till so late and do not need to go to school.1st time in this year i am absent from school.resting at home seriously rox.at least i won't have to sit in tutorials and lectures when i am sick.the feeling sux.

anyway i am not wasting my time at home too.i had done some work and later gonna visit the doctor's myself.ok well that would be a lil wasting of time because of the long queue and staff.hack.i get to be absent for a day and the waiting would be worth it.

oh i skipped jeky's tutorial today.glad that i would not need to listen to him crap during tutorials again.they are rather useless seriously.anyway today's lesson a bit sien because mostly are tutorials.din't skip much lectures and that's a good thing.

my condition has improved however my nose is still running.it would not be a suprise if i get dehydration in a few hours time.so i gotta drink many cawan of H20.

today is a rest day for me so nothing much to talk about.oh i din't attend school which means both my angel and mortal are waiting for my reply letters. tomorrow they shall get it can't let them wait so long if not they will be drooling when they see their frens receiving letters while they dun have.hahas.

contented

2009-02-23T20:39:00.004+08:00

wooh.i just finished 2 big bowls of fish porridge.reuben is feeling sky-high=) thank goodness the porridge was so hot that it soothens my breathing.just love it.

to win a man's heart, tackle his stomach 1st=)

i seriously have weird appetite.whenever i am having flu i just eat more than my usual portions.double portions.its total madness.had chicken rice for 9 am break.then beef+salmon jap set meal after school.i din think it was enough so i drank apple juice and then had another plate of char kuay teow.guess wad?i feel nothing in my stomach!

omg.i am such a weirdo.when it comes to having flu.but when i am having fever i can totally don't eat anything for a day.aish.wad's wrong with me.

anyway i feel so damn full and that's good.not scared of getting fat cox i never will.that's just my genes question me why and i wouldn't have a proper answer for that.

oh btw i just recalled i should blog about something on sat.i was suddenly called to become chairperson translator on sat.hmm 1st time doing it in teenz.though i had practiced in the baptism camp 2008.anyways i still can't get rid of my "uhs-ohs" so i shall need to remind myself that i can't do that while i am thinking of the words to translate.issh.so damn paiseh of myself.anyway i think i wasn't nervous so that is an improvement.kekeke=) ooh it was last minute thing too so i think i reacted rather calmy.thumbs up for me.weehee.

hmm i am like stuck here for 30 minutes,so i guess i shall stop here for this moment.

sick

2009-02-23T18:56:00.006+08:00

oh gosh i had a terrible day.since i arrived school in the morning till now i still have this bad flu.my nose is super painful and i feel so damn lethargic.feeling cold.i think i gonna have a fever soon.how i wish tomorrow i do not need to go school.but that depends on my condition when i wake up tomorrow morning.

reuben is like trying to breathe properly but he just can't.

reuben just wants to feel better.

reuben doesn't want to go to school tomorrow if his condition doesn't improves.

ARGH!

this is so damn irritating!what the @#$%^&*!!! this sensitive nose that i have doesn't do me any good.however it always disrupts my mood,can't get things done under this kind of condition.the worse thing is that i had chem SPA this morning.i think i screwed it.i drew my graph wrongly.it was supposed to be an exponential graph but guessed what.my graph was the other way round!imba.i am dead meat.argh!cox of this damn flu i was doing so damn slowly.what the @#$%^&*!!!

okok enough of the grumbling.

reuben is trying to think calmly and relax.

reuben just wants to be normal.

reuben hopes that at least he can get some work done tonight if not it will be a total waste.

[^^]

wow din't expect that i can get back my angel and mortal replies so fast.to my angel(i think i noe who are u oledi.weehee) thank you for ur kit-kat.poor me i am sick so i can't get to eat that now.u wun be able to get ur reply tomorrow cox i think i may not be attending school.so damn sick.haish.

hmm apparently my mortal replies fast too.din't reli expect that lo.and the card she used to write to me is so nice.woohoo!lucky i din't tell her my blog add if not she would have already guessed who i am liao.then there wouldn't be any suprises liao.

gosh i am not thinking properly.i am like zoning out.my mind is blank out and i am currently in a daze.why am i still facing the com screen anyway when i am sick?i should be resting!

i am missing somebody.i actually dunno who but for sure i am missing someone.just someone.but i am blur.argh.i must be out of my mind.is this even me?dizzy, hot forehead, tearing&reddish eyes, running nose...

ok i shall sign off now.

woohoo!

2009-02-22T23:47:00.004+08:00

oh yea i spent like hours just to add the songs into the playlist.gosh.time wasted can't get them back.but never mind it was worth it.

tomorrow is chem spa.gosh wad am i doing here.aish aish.ok ok i seriously gotta go and memorize the whole damn freaking comments thing.argh.

i just like the 1st song it is so damn meaningful.and this is how it goes....

You look so beautiful today
When youre sitting there its hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesnt matter but you feel so far away

And I cant lie, every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face
And I…
Cuz I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone, it wont stop bleeding
I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
Its like every time I turn around, I see your face
The thing I miss the most is, waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

And I cant lie, every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face
And I…
Cuz I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait, I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
I can wait (I can wait), I can wait (I can wait), I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever (feels like forever)
I guess its just the price I gotta pay
When I come back home
To feel your touch, makes it better (makes it better)
Until that day there's nothing else I can do
And I JUST CANT TAKE IT! (just can't take it!)

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait (I can wait), I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
I can wait (I can wait),I can wait (I can wait), I can wait forever! (I can wait forever!)

I can wait forever...
I can wait forever...
I can wait forever...
I can wait forever...
I can wait forever...

tag

2009-02-20T19:25:00.005+08:00

tagged by vincent on sacredsaints.blgspot.com.whoever who gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her.and there it goes...

1. his name is VINCENT TAN ZHU GUANG
2. younger than me by a year.but proud to be 17.
3. taller than me by few cms. round but blessed(god loves round things...hee)
2. friendly,cute.
4. madly in love with guitars.
5. has a very rounded singing voice.
6. super matured.he has really different opinion about relationship/bgr.and he is my leader in cg
although he is younger than me.
7. friggin talkative.till the extend that sometime talk the wrong things at the wrong time.
8. playful.can't sit still.for eg have to hold on to his rubix cube even during sermon time.爱不释手
sia.if u could have the passion for books that would be great=)
9. really put a lot of trust on his friends.
10. last but not least.he is crazy for GOD!

the person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself.so ok lo i am writing about myself.dotdotdot

1. i am Wong Mingyan Reuben.dun call me by my chinese name.i hate it.
2. i am a super slacker.and a freak.that's what i think about myself.
3. ppl do not think i am 18 due to my lil boyish look.
4. love singing.love my voice.
5. i counsel my school friends on relationship problems.aww.u all din't know about it yea.
6. the one thing i am looking for in bgr: maturity.ofcox loving GOD is the 1st condition.
7. i am not a smarty pants.though ppl know me as that.whatever.
8. love crazy thempark rides.i can sit the giant drop in genting non-stop if given the chance to do
so
9. i love being alone.and i am an introvert although many don't think so but that is true.
10. last but not least.i LOVE jesus.though still in the process of having self-discpline to do daily
devotion, that does not mean i do not love HIM.

At the end, you have to chose 10 people to tag and write the names out:
1. nicole
2. abi
3. chelle
4. peipei
5. hannah
6. joanne chian
7. eric
8. joey
9. sophia
10. weihan

xD