broken...

indeed many things have happened..but y?must all this happen?

Lord...take all of me...
i am willing to go back to you...
i want you...
i need you...



but...
but i just miss you...
its not within my control...
i am just stuck with you...

but Lord see me through everything that i am going through...
i just cant let you go...
its beyond what i can bear...
beyond my control...
beyond my everything...



you mean the world to me...
without you...
the sun will not shine...
the moon will not be bright...
the stars will not flicker...
birds will not sing...
grass will turn brown...
flowers will wither...






*& i will cry...tears will flow down from my eyes...i will cry...






but Lord...
you are there for me...
i need you more...
you give me strength...give me hope...give me everything...
i need to be mature...
i know i need...i know.......i know...i...
but how Lord?
how?
teach me Lord...teach me...

i can wait...not that i cant...no matter how long...i can...
but......but...
once i let go will there be another chance?will there be?
i need answers...i need confirmation...i need God...



Lord help me Lord...help me...
inside me i am shouting...i am screaming...i am crying...







*i just can't let you go...
*just can't...
*broken...


我会好好过
等你再爱我
总有个角落
会让你想起我
我会好好过
等你再爱我
向右或向左
都有我站在这里守候...