hurts and hurts and more hurts

to you...you...after knowing what you have done...i...really...seriously dunno what to say anymore...

i just want to speak up for the pity one...i would not want to mention any name here...but if u did happen to visit my blog...DO READ THIS POST!cox i can stand no more!

oh yeah wad's love to u?u love him?u do?really?then how u explain whatever you have done to him?do u know what is happening at the back then?yeah u can say that ur hurt to him is inadvertent...but is that true?i can't believe ur thinking and actions can be so childish!makes me wanna puke!

he is really very kelian d ok?being close to him seeing him like that i also pity la...sometimes i just feel like breaking down and cry cox seeing him in this state i don't know what to do la...not that i don't care..not that i like to dao...but i know his character well enough...this is the best way i can keep pulling on the string between our relationship..he is a guy...he has dignity too...so he also won't like me to ask so much...if ask him to choose...he would rather me being a bro who can just play with him and let him forget whatever he is going through now rather than asking him all the whatnots...cox i know he will feel very frustrated if i keep asking him those stuff...i know him well enough...so i would be the one to let him feel the least pressured when i am with him...and that's what i will continue doing...just care for him secretly...cox i don't want to add pressure to him...and while writing now my tears is flowing down...i really feel helpless seing him in this state...

but to u?u ask me for help...i helped u...i told u what u can do or to say what u should do...and i said its for u to decide for urself...and take ur time in ur decision...to let go...isn't that what u said?so what is it now?huh?there is no point in holding on to a string that is going to break anytime soon...the kite will fly away anytime too...get that in...u don't keep adding pressure to him...u wait...wait till u become the last straw that breaks the camel's back...u wait...when that happens...i tell u...the result won't be very desirable...he will totally ignore you...and seriously...ignore...don't think that i am sounding very vitriolic...but i really cannot stand seeing what is happening now...and u don't keep wheedling him and try to win him back with whatever strength u can...so what if u do that?are u happy?and is he happy also?

u continue with what u are doing...and we shall see how long more will whatever happens...hope things can be better for him...





bro...know u are having exams now...though i have never said any words of encouragement to you personally...but i know u are in this mood and can't do ur exams...don't worry...if got anything i will help you explain to dad and mom...hope you will get over it soon...