outofwordstodescribe

i really duno how to describe my feelings now...its super confusing...many things just happened together at one go...my mind is tired...i am feeling super jaded...

some things in life just can't be explained...tt especially...really hurts to see that happened...i am feeling all the sadness...all the hurts...its like i am that person's vessel which contained all the hurts...the anger...all in me...i can feel it...it is like overwhelming me...i am like taking all the person's feelings and i am feeling all within me...i don't complain all of this...but just i don't understand y...y...i am willing to take all of these...all the feelings u have...and just let me alone take all of this...just in hoping that u will know and choose the right thing to do in the end...we are willing to wait for u...really willing...no more matter how hard it takes to wait...everybody is hurt...worried...but if that can change u...i don't mind how painful it was...if that can change u...i will just forget about the pain...and let u feel all the happiness...just hoping...that u can realize the correct thing to do...we don't mind of all ur mistakes...ur wrongdoings...and to me...actually its not really wrong at all...it was just a choice of the things in this world...just a choice of urs...but we are just hoping...just hoping...praying...


really hope u can be back...i will...will really be really happy to know that...just my prayer...take care all the time please...that's my only request...really take care...loves...