"have i ever been smart?i am wondering."

i am so pissed with myself for all this.

"will i ever improve?will i ever?"

i aint saying any untruth.i am getting rather fed up with myself cox i am having such a screwed up life.

no excuses for whatever careless errors i made.and the mistake of remembering the wrong exam can't be another reason too.

cerebally challenged am i.what a EFFKING LIFE.