moments of brilliance

life's a biatch,life's a jerk.
i don't know how to start and i don't know the real work.

commands, discontentments, complains,
which one have i not heard about.
consulatations, discipline, commitments,
are the ones i need to workout.

man! how i wish i am a bird, flying back to where i was standing here.
oh~no.i want it to stop right here.
no~no.i want it to end right here, right here.

"freak! just get me out of this hell",
how much i wish i could yell,
yell so loudly across the green patches
so i could open up and see the brilliant touches.
brilliant touches of God, oh how brilliant.

GOD I LOVE U AND I NEED U

He created us in his image, in his own kind,
His touches were so gracefully, amazingly fine.
He created U,
He created ME,
He created U & ME.

if only i was smarter than Einstein,
that i would have worked things out earlier,
if only i could be hardworkingly blind,
then i wouldn't have let myself fall into this shithole danger.
if only...
if...

life's a biatch,life's a jerk.
i don't know how to end and i don't know the real work.