life as usual

well i really haven't been blogging for really a long time.i noe i am kind of a shitty person that i just post whenever i want but that is true what.this is my blog i blog whenever i want not post for people to see but post cox i really want to.

aiya whatever crap i just typed la.studying life hasn't been good this while.i am trying to catch up i am putting in effort but i really think i am not putting in enough.there are tuitions,consulatations with teachers and even peer tutoring which has just started today.but all of these don't really make me feel like i am angelic.but whatever i noe i am really improving and doing almost my best for now and catching up a bit.

is life really meaningless?why does many people have such poignant feelings about their own life?is there really people who views their life as so optimistic all the time?

cranking up my heads and searching for anwsers towards what is life all about,it seems all clueless.if there is really a formula towards how to really lead a good life,i would want to be the first person to noe it.gargh.

well at least in my life now there is not just my family,i got 2 sisters behind me that really cares about me.

though studying life really sux but at least for this year my class is really improving.going to class is such a joyful thing for me to do for now because we guys seriously rox.we play as a class more than anything and that is when i really find life interesting.and the juniors just got in so there is some icebreaking needed to get to noe them.i love my class guys.s67 is just so cool=)

after going thru last year and now that i have proceeded on to 2009,i get to see the other side of the life of some of my friends.haish feel sad for him.please la captain,wake up and be a man!dwell no more in that kind of draggy relationship cox seriously speaking,it doesnt help at all.we all really feel for u that u are ke lian.just get up and do the right thing a man does.seiously.no point being so draggy.i hope u can come up to ur senses asap if not this is going to hurt u badly if it continues.

life, what is life?what is the colour of life?what is the meaning of life?in need of enlightenment....

i hope i can post more often provided i have the mood.but for now that's all.